Forever They Will Be Secrets To Me

I don't think that feeling of wanting will ever go away. That feeling that comes and overtakes me every night. I miss you in every sense. I hate that you're away so often, and that when I have the chance to be with you, someone else's needs have to be put first. I get so lost in thinking of how much I want you, and things we did when everything was perfect, things you said, what made it all slip from our hands the first time, the second, and all the other countless times. The fact that I can't have you makes everything ache. It's the reason I don't see a point in getting out of bed most days. I need you so badly. You're my home. Isn't that where everyone wants to be?