Inside...

Dear......,

I can't even write your name out.

I loved you like the brother you were.

But you used that love and twisted it.

I used to hate you before I realise that

what you did to me made me into who I am today.

Did you know I can't even be touched by any man now.

I bet your happy too.

I'm sick of you.

Telling me things like "All brothers and sisters play this game"

When it was a bold face lie.

I kepted my promise not to tell for 2 years!

I didn't tell because you said they would take me away.

But when you told me you "played" with me at night.

When I was asleep.

Safe in my warm bed.

Away from the monster you became.

I thought I was protecting my baby sister, but you got to her too.

And all the other girls that came to our house.

Because of you my sister can't have her own children.

And I can't too.

I still can't sleep in my own bed without haveing nightmares.

I hope your happy in hell!

Sincerly Your little Sister.