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Secret 51
Even though I should be trying to spend as much time with my grandmother as possible, because she is dying of cancer, I can't help but want to shut it out and hide from the problem.
It makes me wonder if there is a God, and if so why is he so vindictive? This pain is unbearable... Why does it still have to go on?
Deep inside I wonder if that makes me a horrible person.
Deep inside I know it is wrong.
Deep inside I know I should try to spend as much time with her, and talk to her as much as possible.
Deep inside I know I am trying to protect myself.
Deep inside I know that is why even though it kills me I will never deny her wish to see me.
Deep inside I know the end is coming.
Deep inside I know it is wrong.
Deep inside I know I should try to spend as much time with her, and talk to her as much as possible.
Deep inside I know I am trying to protect myself.
Deep inside I know that is why even though it kills me I will never deny her wish to see me.
Deep inside I know the end is coming.
It makes me wonder if there is a God, and if so why is he so vindictive? This pain is unbearable... Why does it still have to go on?