Inside...

Dear step father
Do not think I don't remember what you did to me
You took me from my bed when I was only a young child and embraced me I your arms, I personally thought you were going to sing lullabies to me and stroke my hair until I fell asleep like you always did but I foreshadowed something was different this time...
You took me to my mothers room and layer me down.
I was too scared to make a noise... There was a weird glint in your eyes that scared me.
You layed me down and kissed me.
I thrashed from underneath you I kicked and tried to scream but your mouth wouldn't move from mine.
What could I do... I was only small and frail and the door knob that was out of ny height range was already locked.
You started to undress me and push your fingers in and out of me, started to caress my privates with your tounge... Screaming was no use... Mother wasn't home yet, so I just let each slaty tear fall silently down my face...
It hurt... It hurt alot.
And when you finally did push yourself inside of ne I screamed... I still remember how I screamed... I remember swing the blood and erupting in a fit of tears because of how much it hurt... Boonee believed me... My own mother never looked at me the sane after I tried to tell them of what you did... Cried and begged her to believe me. I think at at one stage... I knew she believed me
But you wouldn't let her
I still remember it all and I still hateyoi for it