More than a memory. More like reality.

Am I dead? No...I must not be...

"Alex, please wake up."

What. Who's calling me?

"Cara mia. Please wake up!"

Demetri!

I tried to open my eyes. Who the hell put the freaking sun right here?! I closed my eyes. I tried opening them slowly. It took me awhile to get my sight back.

"Alex..."

I looked at Demetri. He looked horrible.

"What..." I moved my arm but a tube stopped me from going too far.

That's when my environment set in. I was at the hospital. Why? Wait...last night.

I remember. Marcus was making me turn but Demetri stopped it.

I looked at him. "Why do you look like the one who should be in this bed?" I smirked.

"I could have killed you"

Way to bring down the mood Demetri.

"You didn't"

"I could have! I told you I hate knowing that!"

I plopped my head down on the pillow.

"Demetri, please..."

"No Alex!"

"Why don't you want me to be turned?!"

"I don't want you to be like me!"

"Or you just don't want to be wit me for that long..." I mumbled.

"I can't believe we are even having this argument!"

"We're having it because you won't turn me and I think it's because maybe you don't want to be with me forever! So you know what? You can run off with Jane! She desperately wants to be with you!"

I turned and crossed my arms. I so didn't need this right now!

"Here we go with Jane again!"

"Ugh!"

I got up and started taking all these...things off of me. I need to get out of here and away from him!

I started walking out. Good thing they kept my clothes on.

"Alex, get back here!"

"No! Piss off!"

"Alex! Stop!"

"No! Leave me alone!"

"Alexandra!"

How dare he call my full name!

"Listen you bastard! Go FUCK Jane because that's what you want so bad!"

He grabbed me and took me around the corner.

"You are SO far off!"

"Whatever..."

He grabbed me and pushed me against the wall. Then he came close.

"What..."

He stopped me by kissing me roughly.

"I want you! And you just don't get it!"

He pulled my legs so they were straddling his waiste. he pushed against me. Oh my God...

"Demetri...stop..."

He started kissing my neck.

"Deme...ah..."

My hand clutched his hair. He growled against my neck.

"Demetri..."

My breathing changed. If he was trying to turn me on, he succeeeded!

"Demetri...please..." I didn't know if I wanted him to stop anymore.

"Alex...I want you..."

"Demetri..."

"Ti desidero..."

"Sono tuo.." I said. I am really good at Italian!

He smirked. But then his smile faded.

"I shouldn't..."

He set my feet back down.

"I really shouldn't..."

"Ugh! Why are you such a buzz kill?!"

I stormed off. Stupid horomones!