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Never Sent, Always Thought

Dear Ethan,

This is what you did to me, Ethan. I loved you - love you. My heart is broken and splintering through my chest. Where are you? I need you. Why did you let them take you away?

Love, Logan

© writes. May 2010

This is a new concept for me. Constructive comments would make this easier to write. Warning: physical, verbal and sexual abuse. fluff. love. slash. hate. separation issues. I'd love to apologize to Logan and Ethan.
  1. We met on a sunny day by the beach
    you kissed my toes and taught me to float
  2. Your eyes were shinning with glee
    I couldn't believe you were looking at me
  3. Hands entangled, fingers clasped
    love like this will never last
  4. Your voice was silky smooth and velvet soft
    my knees buckled and my heart was like a bomb going off
  5. You arm wrapped around me like a gentle blanket
    I moved closer and tucked myself close and warm
  6. Her man was perfect, mine was strong
    her man said he loved her: mine swore he adored me
  7. Elegantly dancing, hand in hand
    your graceful steps outmatched mine
  8. Sweet whispers in my ear
    what would I do if you weren't here?
  9. We discovered new lives together
    your hands never letting go of mine
  10. Your words like venom in my ear
    can someone whisk me away from here?
  11. It was happy until you changed
    then it seemed to become a facade
  12. Like a giant shield protecting me
    you are a barrier to he outside world
  13. Gently, ever sweetly, you press yourself against me
    terrified, ever scared, I hide myself away from you
  14. Your hands are strong and made of steel
    you don't know how you make me feel
  15. My cheek is bruising, blue, black and purple
    the pain may fade, but I will always remember
  16. I think our secret may be out
    I hope you know what to do
  17. You change from happy to sad in the blink of an eye
    keeping up with you is harder then I would like
  18. Long days turn into longer nights
    your new pastimes fill me with fright
  19. Your new game had my head spinning
    I couldn't keep up with all the rules
  20. I understood your new plan
    it was all for the best, I could tell
  21. Your heartbeat sounds like drums in space
    there would be nothing of me without you
  22. There's nothing wrong with me and you
    together forever, nothing can separate us
  23. it's like nothing could ever tear us apart
    everything that happens just brings us closer together
  24. nothing can go wrong when you are with me
    nothing at least, when I do not speak
  25. when I opened my mouth to speak
    you closed the door in my face