Status: Not so new anymore. Finally Finnished! Dyswidt? ;D
Passion's Killing Floor
To Tear Our Hearts Out
"Jesus, Ville, you should see this fucking spider web," I shouted from the kitchen.
"what?" he asked, walking in from the other room.
"This spider web, it's fucking huge."
He got up by me and studied it, "Woah, think any spiders live there?"
"Not any more," I said, wiping it away.
"God, leave spiders homeless. Anyway, my friend Sarah, or be-eff-eff as she put it, wants to see me tonight. She has good news, so do you mind?" he asked, leaning on the counter next to me.
"I don't care, you've been around me for ever. Go see others and especially her. You've said she's like your sister, so go spend time with you sister, ass," I joked.
"Thank you, your highness." You know, I think we should move to the upstairs..." he said, placing his hand on my hip.
"Why?"
"Because we have time and I need to pay you still," he smirked.
"You can pay later, I am not doing it on a floor."
"Oh come on, it's not that bad."
"You'll hurt your back. You're getting old, you know?"
"Pssh," he rolled his eyes and went back to the other room. I could hear him moving boxes around.
"Don't be too heartbroken," I yelled.
* * *
"So you trust him to go out with other women?" Danni asked me.
"Well, yeah. I mean, she's like his sister. I don't think he's going to fuck her."
"Brave soul," she said, shoving more ice-cream in her mouth.
This is what I came home to at four, after hours of cleaning, I get to clean more. She and Mindy had gone out to buy tubs of ice-cream while Ville and I were gone. Mindy was so hyper when I came back and she'd only just crashed from her sugar high at eight.
"So, will you move in with him when his house is done?" she asked, not taking her eyes off the TV screen.
"I don't know, it's never been mentioned before."
"Oh, what about when he goes back on tour? He'll be going in what, a month?"
"Month and a half... but we still haven't talked about it. I mean, I'd like to go with him, I don't know how I'd take to him being gone eight or nine months out of the year, so. When it gets closer we'll talk about it for sure."
"You two are going to get married, I can see it. Small little wedding, Mindy will be flower girl. Moi your brides maid."
"Just shut up, Danni."
"Yeah, whatever, you know I'm right," she said as the phone rang. I picked up the phone and answered it, the voice on the other end talking rapidly.
"Wait, what?" I asked.
"Marice Wilhelmina?" they asked, slowly.
"This is she, what can I help you for?"
"This is Carol from the Helsinki Hospital and we need you to come identify two bodies as Sarah and Michael."
My heart dropped and I felt like I couldn't' breathe... I couldn't. I stuttered a 'yes' and the phone dropped to the floor I followed, going down on my knees, clutching my chest.
"Mary?" Mary, what's wrong?" Danni asked, but her voice seemed far away as I picked up the phone and dialed Ville, my fingers stumbling across the pad, numb.
"Yes, love?" he answered.
"C-come home, now pleas-se," I stuttered, my voice a broken whisper, my tears finally managing to fall.
"Mary, what's wrong?" he asked, worriedly.
"Ship wreck, my sister," I muttered before being stopped by a sob.
"Okay, I'll be right there, Love. Just hold on."
Danni took the phone from me and spoke with Ville rapidly. Everything seemed so far away, and my heart was beating frantically. I clutched my chest as it tightened, my breathing shallow. My body shook with sobs.
Danni left me and returned with my inhaler. I couldn't' remember what hap pend after that...
"what?" he asked, walking in from the other room.
"This spider web, it's fucking huge."
He got up by me and studied it, "Woah, think any spiders live there?"
"Not any more," I said, wiping it away.
"God, leave spiders homeless. Anyway, my friend Sarah, or be-eff-eff as she put it, wants to see me tonight. She has good news, so do you mind?" he asked, leaning on the counter next to me.
"I don't care, you've been around me for ever. Go see others and especially her. You've said she's like your sister, so go spend time with you sister, ass," I joked.
"Thank you, your highness." You know, I think we should move to the upstairs..." he said, placing his hand on my hip.
"Why?"
"Because we have time and I need to pay you still," he smirked.
"You can pay later, I am not doing it on a floor."
"Oh come on, it's not that bad."
"You'll hurt your back. You're getting old, you know?"
"Pssh," he rolled his eyes and went back to the other room. I could hear him moving boxes around.
"Don't be too heartbroken," I yelled.
* * *
"So you trust him to go out with other women?" Danni asked me.
"Well, yeah. I mean, she's like his sister. I don't think he's going to fuck her."
"Brave soul," she said, shoving more ice-cream in her mouth.
This is what I came home to at four, after hours of cleaning, I get to clean more. She and Mindy had gone out to buy tubs of ice-cream while Ville and I were gone. Mindy was so hyper when I came back and she'd only just crashed from her sugar high at eight.
"So, will you move in with him when his house is done?" she asked, not taking her eyes off the TV screen.
"I don't know, it's never been mentioned before."
"Oh, what about when he goes back on tour? He'll be going in what, a month?"
"Month and a half... but we still haven't talked about it. I mean, I'd like to go with him, I don't know how I'd take to him being gone eight or nine months out of the year, so. When it gets closer we'll talk about it for sure."
"You two are going to get married, I can see it. Small little wedding, Mindy will be flower girl. Moi your brides maid."
"Just shut up, Danni."
"Yeah, whatever, you know I'm right," she said as the phone rang. I picked up the phone and answered it, the voice on the other end talking rapidly.
"Wait, what?" I asked.
"Marice Wilhelmina?" they asked, slowly.
"This is she, what can I help you for?"
"This is Carol from the Helsinki Hospital and we need you to come identify two bodies as Sarah and Michael."
My heart dropped and I felt like I couldn't' breathe... I couldn't. I stuttered a 'yes' and the phone dropped to the floor I followed, going down on my knees, clutching my chest.
"Mary?" Mary, what's wrong?" Danni asked, but her voice seemed far away as I picked up the phone and dialed Ville, my fingers stumbling across the pad, numb.
"Yes, love?" he answered.
"C-come home, now pleas-se," I stuttered, my voice a broken whisper, my tears finally managing to fall.
"Mary, what's wrong?" he asked, worriedly.
"Ship wreck, my sister," I muttered before being stopped by a sob.
"Okay, I'll be right there, Love. Just hold on."
Danni took the phone from me and spoke with Ville rapidly. Everything seemed so far away, and my heart was beating frantically. I clutched my chest as it tightened, my breathing shallow. My body shook with sobs.
Danni left me and returned with my inhaler. I couldn't' remember what hap pend after that...
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3/3This chapter was delayed for many reasons... I felt terrible for having to do this and part of me wanted to rip the rest of the story to pieces because I feel like a terrible person for murdering a little girls parents. But, I continued, to see where this could take me and I think that.. I'm quite proud of where this is going despite feeling awful at times but it's... If any one of you knows me well enough on here it's that I have quite my share of death in my family and this is sort of a recovering piece for myself in this chapter and I've used the panic attack and the hospital call from my experiences to make it as believable and realistic as possible. And I'd love to thank you all for staying with me through this story so far. I promise it gets better and feel free to throw tomatoes at me if you wish. XD
abbythebollix: The relationship he has with Mindy is intense, I give you that and it takes a bit away from how believable he is, I've thought that too. But the relationship he has is crucial for the next parts in the story, because I need them to have an almost father-daughter relationship. But, thank you, I've been thinking the same exact things about that and I've tried to make it more believable in the best way I know how to. :)