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The Life of a Teenager
My Best friends
It´s been a while since i got to be an author for this,but I hadn´t written anything. I was thinking how to write ehre: soemthing beautiful and that could really explain how I feel,something creative,well screw that!
I´ll just say what i´m feeling right now.
I have always been the girl who was only friends with guys, until 2 years ago when I met thalia. She was my bff. We would do everything together. Then shit happened,and she became a BITCH. It would take to long to explain eberything that happened,but I ended up hating her. Were friends now,but it´s not the same.She is still a bitch at times. :/ but that´s not the point.Before we had the fight
I met my now best friend Yareli. She liked everyhting I liked. EVERYTHING. How is that saying? Two peas in a pot? Well,like that. We complimented each other in everything. She was good at this,but not in this,but i was so i helped her out,and the other way around. yeah tah was so informative.
Well lately it´s like were not even friends anymore.No we didn´t fight. But she´s so into ¨her wolrd¨now. She has tried suicide. She cuts herself. She says no one loves her or cares for her. I always tell her I do,she´s like my sister. It´s been aver a month now. I have read psycology books,searched in hte internet. I have tired to see what her problem is.
As far as I know,she ahs no problems bigger than getting bad grades.
Her parent´s are together,mine are not and my father ahs no intentions of being a fatehr to me at all. Her parents are healthy and dont have any money problems. We were getting alot of money issues because of my mom´s treatment,because it was a bit expensive.
Her sister is,a ten year old girl, is the most amutre girl ever ,since she has to help her sister out,because yareli won´t talk to nobody for days and ehr sister is like her translater or something.. I wonder does Yareli know how traumatazing that is for her baby sis.
Yareli said she wanted to go to anther school,no one would miss her. HELLO!!! AM I INVISIBLE. I talked to her mom about this,Yareli got pissed. I have tried EVERYTING I can do to help her out,and I´m tired of it. Tired she dosen´t see how said ti si for me to see her that way. How if she ever killed her self,there will be TWo funerals,becuase I couldn´t bare it. I was a very lonely girl,i tried to be happy but it was all acting. I had horrible experiences in 6th grade being bullied by alomost everykid in middle school. Beacuse i was a ¨genius¨or something like. I burried my head in books so the world couldnñt bother me again and Yareli got me out. She made me the always-happy-girl I am. I feel terrible. I feel I canñt help her out,like she did to me. But than i feel mad at her for not seeing how hard im trying to help her out. I am very confused
I´ll just say what i´m feeling right now.
I have always been the girl who was only friends with guys, until 2 years ago when I met thalia. She was my bff. We would do everything together. Then shit happened,and she became a BITCH. It would take to long to explain eberything that happened,but I ended up hating her. Were friends now,but it´s not the same.She is still a bitch at times. :/ but that´s not the point.Before we had the fight
I met my now best friend Yareli. She liked everyhting I liked. EVERYTHING. How is that saying? Two peas in a pot? Well,like that. We complimented each other in everything. She was good at this,but not in this,but i was so i helped her out,and the other way around. yeah tah was so informative.
Well lately it´s like were not even friends anymore.No we didn´t fight. But she´s so into ¨her wolrd¨now. She has tried suicide. She cuts herself. She says no one loves her or cares for her. I always tell her I do,she´s like my sister. It´s been aver a month now. I have read psycology books,searched in hte internet. I have tired to see what her problem is.
As far as I know,she ahs no problems bigger than getting bad grades.
Her parent´s are together,mine are not and my father ahs no intentions of being a fatehr to me at all. Her parents are healthy and dont have any money problems. We were getting alot of money issues because of my mom´s treatment,because it was a bit expensive.
Her sister is,a ten year old girl, is the most amutre girl ever ,since she has to help her sister out,because yareli won´t talk to nobody for days and ehr sister is like her translater or something.. I wonder does Yareli know how traumatazing that is for her baby sis.
Yareli said she wanted to go to anther school,no one would miss her. HELLO!!! AM I INVISIBLE. I talked to her mom about this,Yareli got pissed. I have tried EVERYTING I can do to help her out,and I´m tired of it. Tired she dosen´t see how said ti si for me to see her that way. How if she ever killed her self,there will be TWo funerals,becuase I couldn´t bare it. I was a very lonely girl,i tried to be happy but it was all acting. I had horrible experiences in 6th grade being bullied by alomost everykid in middle school. Beacuse i was a ¨genius¨or something like. I burried my head in books so the world couldnñt bother me again and Yareli got me out. She made me the always-happy-girl I am. I feel terrible. I feel I canñt help her out,like she did to me. But than i feel mad at her for not seeing how hard im trying to help her out. I am very confused
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sorry for all the bad grammer and stuff. I fell kike most of it was like run on sentences.. but blah i was feeling sad so i just wrote this down.I feel much better now. I can see it´s good to write down what youre feeling makes the sadness go away.