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The Life of a Teenager

I Can't Fight Anymore

I can't fight anymore.
My guard is down,
my soul is lower.
I can't fight anymore.
No one notices the bullets
that have lodged in my heart.
I can't fight anymore.
So maybe I'll just die.
No one would know, no one would care.
I can't fight anymore.
So I'll just pretend.
I put a smile on my face to hide the pain.
I can't fight anymore.
No one can help.
I've hidden for so long they can't understand.
I can't fight anymore.
Let me end it all.
One move and my numb heart and soul are gone.
I can't fight anymore.
So I'll just let them speak.
They can tell me all and I'll just listen.
I can't fight anymore.
I need your help.
You are my savior.
I can't fight anymore.
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Tell me what you think. Does it sound realistic? Because when I read it again, it seemed like a story out of a fiction book and not my real life.
Please comment.
Thanks,
Ry