Do You Really Love Me or Are You Just Kidding

that day was a very sad day in our relationship.he didn't even say he loved me he says he does but I think he is just fucking around he doesn't really love me.does he? cause if he did I wouldn't know it and this all started three weeks ago......
flashback.......
''David I think that I'm in love with you.''
''uh huh thats nice.''
''david don't you feel the same way.''
''No not really.''
''But last night.''
''yeah what about last night.''
''your a selfish pig.''
''yeah and your point is.''
''maybe we should break up.''
''ok have a nice life.''
''Iwill cause you won't be in it.''
''ok fine.''
just the thought of that day makesme wanna hate him even more.it's been a while since I seen him and I find it sad a twenty five year old just sitting there not caring about life or his family and friends all he cares about is his music career and his dancing he didn't even call me when he was on tour.I just think he would be out cheating on me instead of working.
gosh just thinking about all this makes me furious.
I gotta get some sleep before my flight to new york and then I'm off to spain.I can't wait.I thank david for being such an asshole to me cause if it wern't for him I wouldn't be what I am today... A PHOTOGRAPHER.I am also a model for vogue magazine see what three weeks can do for you.it's a lot better than three years of misery don't you think?