NoteBook:Sucide Letters of those left behind

Dear family,

I know I'm worthless, you don't have to lie. I know you don't love me, but that's OK. This will make us all happier. I know your sad now, but you'll realize its just your conscience. Now that I'm dead I want you to know my deepest secrets I never told you. I cut myself mom. I always have. Ever since I was 9. It only got worse. My thighs look disgusting. Which is why I don't really go swimming. I'm an anorexic bulimic dad. It's another way I cope with my everyday pain. I also have BDD. Which might be why I'm killing myself. I've always hated my looks. I know I'm not pretty. Stop telling me I am. I don't need your lies. They only make me mad because I know they're only from pity. Well I might have wanted to kill myself from my troublesome memories of being a kid. It sucks to know I'll never be in high school. Or how I won't see my friends anymore. It hurts to know how much I'm going to be hurting everyone by doing this. Don't worry though you'll get over it soon. The twins will take my place. You'll feel better when they're born. Trust me. Anyway.................I love you all.

I'm sorry.