Status: just starting up with lots of ideas

Friends or Family?

I'm trying so hard,
lying so much,
Crying tears of blood
should I just give up?

*If you can't take the lay out please, turn to the default layout
*I do not own avenged sevenfold! I do own the plot and characters and blah blah blah. It's an adoption story if you didn't know. Reading the prequel would be helpful.