My Life in Ruins.

I wish I were another person sometimes.

So I could see myself, and see what everyone else see.

Nobody.

Everyone looks over me sometimes, not caring how I feel, doing what they want, leaving me behind.
And I am fucking tired of it.

I AM A PERSON.

STOP treating me like I am a heartless bitch.
But no.
"Let's ignore them and leave them to sit alone"
Thanks.
Love you too "best friend"

Its great to know you come 2nd best at somethings.
Maybe one day they will know what it's like.
I don't ask to feel this way, but I do. And i am smart enough to keep my mouth shut, but I can't hold in everything forever.

So when I break down, they will all know.
Maybe I can make everyone letters, telling them exactly how I feel.
letting them know what they did to me on the inside, because I was too insecure to say anything at the moment.

Maybe. Just maybe.