Heartbreakers

"Big Bang. THE Big Bang." I said calmly. Dez looked over at me. "Umm, yeah. I thought you might you know-" "You thought I might want to see Kwon Ji-Yong? The boy sent me into a month long depression." I put on a fake cheerful voice. "The same Kwon Leader that is in this, Big Bang." I looked over to my sister. "WHAT IN THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?!" I tried to keep from yelling. She flinched at the hard tone of voice. "Well excuse me, last time I checked, you loved him...the band..and the music.." I thought it over. "True. Okay. Where are our seats?" She just smiled and pulled into the parking lot of the Staples Center were she worked.

"You'll see."

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I was walking blindfolded for what seemed like TOO long. "What the fuck, Dinosaurus. You know I hate not being able to see!" She huffed. "We're ALMOST THERE!" The noise was deafening, so I could barely hear her. I pouted, oblivious to the screams of over-excited VIPS. "Just take it off, already," I complained. "Geez, you sound like Dom." she laughed at her own joke. I smiled. "You know you like him." I heard the smile in her voice when she replied, "Do not." She finally took off the blindfold and I gasped. We were in the FRONT of the FRONT. Anymore in the front and we'd be on the stage!



We were in seats 3 and 4 in Section 2. I gasped again.

"Like it? I got a SUPER discount for being an employee." Dezi smiled, happy with her handiwork. "Dude," I said. "What If they see us?" Dezi lifted an eyebrow. "You think, with all those screaming fans, they would see little ol' us?" she teased. I stuck my tongue out. "Whatev-" I was cut off by loudspeakers. "LA VIPSSSS, THE SHOW YOU'VE ALLLLLLLLLL BEEN WAITING FOR, THE MUSIC MAKERS FROM SEOUL, BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG BAAAAAAAAAAANG!" Big Bang is VIP started playing as the guys ran out, making love to the crowd. The noise was killer, but as soon as my eyes landed on him, I heard nothing. He looked like a effing angel. Dezi squeezed my arm, and I was sure she could hear my thoughts.



I loved his hair, I loved his outfit, I loved the way he made visual love to his fans, showing how dedicated he was to being an entertainer. I remembered EXACTLY why I fell for him...

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They finished up the last song, Lollipop 2, and bowed. GD, Seungri, and Youngbae ran to the front of the stage, right in front of us. I prayed they wouldn't notice us, but part of me was begging GD to look down. Then, something happened that blew me away.

"Ladies and Gentlemen, before we leave you today, I would like to make a little houtout. One of my favorite girls in the world, Airica Kiwi Aisu Kishi is celebrating her 22nd birthday today! She lives here in LA with my OTHER favorite girl, her sister Desiree Dino Kurimuu Kishi. I don't know if they could make it but-" Just then, when I was sure I was gonna pass out, not only because of Ji's surprise shoutout, but because Dez was stopping the circulation in my arm, JUST THEN...He looked right at me, and dropped his mic. I don't know what suprised me more, the fact that he had remembered my birthday, or what he did next. Picking up the mic, he said - "Ladies and Gentlemen, I have just been informed that they are IN FACT in this arena RIGHT NOW. Lets sing our VIP A Happy Birthday! Tae, Dae, Ri...Take it away!"

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I was so shocked, I forgot to breathe. Last thing I saw was the flashing lights high in the ceiling.

"Ummm, Airica, baby? You okay?" I heard the voice of that angel. I must have been dreaming. I sat up and shook my head. I opened by eyes to see 12 worried pairs looking back at me. "Am I in heaven? Because I see angels." I smiled. Everyones faces creased with smiles also. "Dude, sis, I thought I lost you or something. Geez, dead at 22..Terrible." I smacked her in the stomach. "Shut up." Then I heard theangel's voice again. "I thought you were over the fangirldom, Fruity." I looked up, into the chocolate brown eyes of the man I loved. They were clouded with some emotion I couldn't see. Suddenly, I was overwhelmed. I felt tears prick at my eyes. Why didn't you say goodbye? Dez sat down next to me, and asked that silent question. "Why didn't you guys say goodbye?" Everyone turned away, looking uncomfortable. I got really angry. "Dude, I fucking loved you guys, We did everything, and I mean EVERYTHING except wipe your asses, and you didn't even have the decency to say GOODBYE?! And don't give me that busy bullshit. You forgot I made your schedules. I knew them by heart. You didn't have SHIT to do. If you really loved us, you'd at least have made the effort to say bye." I turned and grabbed my sister's arm. "I shouldn't have to deal with this on myfucking BIRTHDAY. Lets go, Dez." She turned to look at Seungri before she shook her head at the guys and followed me out.

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Once we got to the car and sat down, the tears came. Silent, mocking, they slid down cheeks leaving trails of dark mascara and memories of happier times. "Umm..Fruit?" "Mmhm?" She started the car. "I have another surprise." I leaned my head back, and sighed. "I hope, for my heart and our sanity's sake, that its better than this."