Just Another Life Story

Mood: Crying

Song: Here We Go Again by Demi Lavato

I'm falling hard and fast for that boy. Well he fell faster though :). He's very respectable of my limits, sometimes he questions how much I actually trust him... and sometimes he thinks I'm afraid of him. But I trust him with my life and death. I could never be afraid of him, he makes me so happy, I'm at ease when I'm around him. And I'm falling for him : )

But i am afraid of being hurt, of being used, of being lied to, of sexual things. I'm afraid of being afraid, I'm afraid of falling in love again. I'm afraid of myself. I'm afraid of everything except him. I'm afraid of life. I'm afraid of death. I'm afraid of Love. I'm afraid of Hate. I'm afraid of living my life as it is.

And I'm sitting on my floor thinking about him, and what I'm afraid of, and my friends, and drama. And I just start bawling, this is hard on me. I'm not sure where to turn anymore. I'll turn to Devann, he tires to understand atleast..

Take a breath and I'll continue to walk with you.