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Just Another Life Story
5/28/10
Mood: Surprisingly Happy :)
I did something today
Something I thought I could never do.
Something that both saved me and killed me.
I let go of Josh.
The Boy I LOVE!
I let him go. Why? For Emmy. For myself. For James. For Life.
I can't believe I did it. and Josh understood why I did it... And guess what! He was proud of me, Proud for letting him go, for doing what was best for me. and trying to get better. He's never said he was proud of me. It made me cry tears of joy, pure and utter joy. I can smile today. I can laugh today. I don't know about tomorrow... And you know what? I don't really care.
I proud of myself. Because Josh is proud of me. Because I did something for myself. Because Emmy is an amazing friend.
I love Emmy :)
Shes the best friend that anyone could ask for.
Transformers, more then meets the eye, and same with me.
I did something today
Something I thought I could never do.
Something that both saved me and killed me.
I let go of Josh.
The Boy I LOVE!
I let him go. Why? For Emmy. For myself. For James. For Life.
I can't believe I did it. and Josh understood why I did it... And guess what! He was proud of me, Proud for letting him go, for doing what was best for me. and trying to get better. He's never said he was proud of me. It made me cry tears of joy, pure and utter joy. I can smile today. I can laugh today. I don't know about tomorrow... And you know what? I don't really care.
I proud of myself. Because Josh is proud of me. Because I did something for myself. Because Emmy is an amazing friend.
I love Emmy :)
Shes the best friend that anyone could ask for.
Transformers, more then meets the eye, and same with me.