Go Around

Kennedy rocked her hips back and forth while she sat on top of Alex. She was doing it more for Alex than she was herself, but hearing him moan her name more than once was a definite plus that kept her going and going and going.
Alex wrapped his arms around Kennedy’s waist and forced her to drop onto her stomach on top of him so that he could flip her onto her back and get on top of her. He kissed from her knee to her inner thigh and it made Kennedy’s heart beat a thousand beats a minute.
He hovered over Kennedy and looked almost as if he were debating continuing to have sex with her. She wrapped her legs around his hips and forced him to go into her and they both let out gasps of pleasure. Alex continued from there, no longer debating whether or not he wanted to have sex with Kennedy.
The faster he went the more she moaned, gasped, and yelled his name which she knew was his favorite part – making the girl say his name.
She bit his shoulder, scratched his back and entangled their feet together because she couldn’t sit still. He pinned her arms above her head and kissed down her neck, her chest, and stopped at her boobs all the while still thrusting in and out of her.
She couldn’t help but say his name over and over again because he was giving her a sensory overload of pleasure and it was making it hard for her to think straight.
She tried to move her arms to wrap them around his neck, but he pinned them down fiercely above her head when she tried and she kind of liked it. She and Alex had never really had ‘rough’ sex before, mostly it was just normal, in and out, in and out, have an orgasm and pant afterward, but he had never been a really controlling guy in the bedroom except for the fact that he liked to be on top most of the time and he liked to make her (or any other girl, for that matter) scream his name. But he had never pinned her or teased her and she had to admit, she really liked being restrained and, for once, not being in control.
They both climaxed and he collapsed on top of her and they were both panting heavily. She pushed him off of her because she hated being sticky right after sex and he just laughed because he knew her all too well. The laid next to each other and he made sure that they were always touching because he didn’t want to lose that connection with her.
Kennedy liked to believe that there were different levels of having sex; the first was just fucking and that was when it was downright dirty and there was absolutely no emotions wrapped up in everything which is what she did the majority of the time, the second was having sex where there may not be emotions but it wasn’t dirty it was just blah, and the third was making love which Kennedy hated the term more than anything, to her it was when two people honest to god loved each other more than they could ever love anybody else and their sex was romantic but still pleasure-full. Kennedy hated to admit it, but she’d never actually made love to anybody, not even Alex. They’d had fucked a few times and had sex more than that, but they had never made, what she considered, love.
They were both lying naked on the hardwood floor of her bedroom and sweating like pigs, but Kennedy loved having that moment with Alex more than she loved anything else right at that moment.
“Kennedy, this isn’t the only reason I came over here,” Alex said to her, and to her it was like it came out of nowhere, but he had been thinking about it for a while. It seemed to him like every time they wanted to be together they ended up having sex and that wasn’t the way he had intended it and it wasn’t how he wanted Kennedy to take it.
“Alex, I don’t know how your relationship is with Lisa, but I don’t care if that’s the only reason you came over here. I’m almost 100% positive that I’m better than Lisa at sex or you wouldn’t be here and I’m not going to blame you for wanting the best whenever you see me. It doesn’t matter how much you love me or how much I love you, that’s just how it is,” Kennedy said with a shrug of her shoulder, well, as much as a shrug as she could manage while laying on the hardwood floor.
“Are you sure?” Alex asked, turning on his side to look at her.
“I’m positive. Please, don’t feel guilty or else it’ll start making me feel guilty for everything else,” she told him, but unwilling to look at him while she said it. He hadn’t taken Kennedy’s and Lisa’s friendship into consideration about this whole situation because to him it was Kennedy using Lisa to get closer to Alex again, no matter how untrue that was it was just how he saw it so Kennedy’s and Lisa’s friendship wasn’t even a piece in the puzzle that needed to be considered.
“Okay,” he said and reached out and stroked her cheek. Her heart beat was starting to return back to normal and she wasn’t sweaty anywhere except for behind her knees since she was on top of him for so long. “I love you, Kenne,” he told her and she smiled for his sake even though all it did was make her feel worse about Lisa.
“Alex, can I ask you a question?” she asked, now turning on her side to look him dead in the eye. She always had an easier time telling if people were lying while she was with them because then she could see how they truly reacted in their eyes.
“Anything, my darling,” he said with a smile.
“Do you ever have the intention of breaking up with Lisa?” she asked and his face went straight and paled. “If I asked you to, would you break up with her?” she rephrased the question slightly.
He didn’t answer and didn’t look at her. He stared at the ground and she assumed that he was thinking or he already knew the answer and was just reluctant to answer because he didn’t want to ruin everything with her especially after they’d just had sex.
“Please, answer me. I won’t care about the answer,” she promised and she knew that it was going to be a lot easier said than done.
“No, I have no intention of breaking up with her,” he said and looked her in the eye. She let in a soundless sharp breath and wished that he had chosen a different answer.
“Would you if I asked you to?” she asked because she still clung to the hope that he would do anything for her, but she was coming to the realization that she lost that privilege when she had abandoned him.
Again he refused to answer but gave her a look with his eyes that pained him and she could tell that the answer was no, he would not break up with Lisa if she asked him to.
“It’s alright,” she whispered even though she didn’t feel like it was alright.
“I’m sorry, Kennedy,” he told her as she got up and walked into her bathroom, anywhere to get away from him. He got up and chased after her, even though there wasn’t that much room to chase since her bathroom was attached to her bedroom, but he did and she had shut and locked the door before he had gotten a chance to make it to her.
She had to keep her breath in check because she didn’t want to start hyperventilating while she was crying, but tears streamed down her cheeks and she made her way to the shower/tub and turned the water onto the hottest it would go and stepped in even though Alex was banging on the door telling her to let him in.
She stood under the shower and just hugged herself while the scolding hot water attempted to peel off her skin – she wished it would maybe then she wouldn’t feel so dirty.
She stood with her eyes shut and tears’ coming down her face that no one would be able to see since her face was under the water.
She felt a pair of arms circle around her entire body and she wondered how he unlocked the door. She tried to stop crying, but he forced her to turn around and she buried her head in his chest and let the tears come more rapidly. “It’s okay,” Alex soothed as he stroked her hair and kissed her forehead. “I will always be here for you, Kennedy,” he told her as though that were enough.
She didn’t say anything, just continued to cry. Once she felt like the tears just couldn’t come anymore she wiped the remaining ones of her cheeks and looked up at him. His hair was wet and in his eyes, his entire body was wet. “Sorry,” she whispered. She hated people seeing her cry because it made her feel vulnerable and like someone could hurt her easier while she was already crying and it absolutely disgusted her when people cried in public.
“You don’t need to apologize, Kenne,” he told her, still not letting her go. He hated letting her go.
She stood on her tippy toes and kissed his cheek and her heart started beating quicker. He turned and looked at her as she slowly lowered down off her tippy toes, but her heels weren’t even touching the ground when he grabbed her by the back of the head and kissed her passionately on the lips. She responded immediately by throwing herself at him and wrapping her arms around his neck.
She maneuvered him so that he was facing the glass door and she was in front of him. She made sweet but fast kissing trails down his neck, chest, abs, and stomach until she made it to his hard shaft. She looked up at him from underneath her eyelashes from her position on her knees.
She licked up his length and teased the tip of his penis with her tongue. He gasped and held his breath for a minute but finally released it when she slowly put her mouth around his penis and moved down so that his entire length was in her mouth and going down her throat.
He was hard to begin with but his penis was still growing in her mouth and it made her smile.
She slowly sucked him off, but it was still enough for him to climax, and she was slightly grossed out that it was all over her chest, but luckily she was in the shower so all she had to do was stand under the running water and it just washed off.
Alex pulled her up by her arm and shoved her roughly up against the cold tile wall. The coldness sent shivers through her entire body, causing her nipples to go hard. Alex played with them a little bit, and not before long he was hard again and Kennedy wondered how boys, especially teenage boys, could just go and go and go without ever stopping. It was like Alex was constantly hard.
He pinned her hands above her head again with one hand and kissed her aggressively while reaching down with the other hand and grabbed the outside of her thigh roughly. Kennedy slid her leg up his and wrapped it around his waist and he lifted her off the ground and so she had no choice but to wrap her other leg around him as well, for leverage.
He released her hands and she held onto his neck. He lowered her onto his shaft and let out a moan of gratefulness. She did the same because she was grateful that he knew what she liked when it came to sex – the slower he went in the more she enjoyed herself.
He started thrusting in and out of her and she kept clawing at his back.
Eventually he got tired of holding her up, but neither of them were done so when he set her on the ground she set her hands on the edge of the tub and, after rubbing her butt for a minute, he entered her once again.
Generally speaking, Kennedy was not a fan of doggy style because the guy always seemed to go a little too deep and it hurt her, but while she was standing up she could control it better and she knew that if she complained about it hurting that Alex would stop immediately and they would find another way to do it.
Both of them climaxed, yet again, and they were both absolutely exhausted. Kennedy slid down so that she was lying in the tub and then Alex silently joined her.
Alex was lying on his back and Kennedy cuddled up to his chest while the water pounded between her chest and her knees. She wished that she could turn the water on warmer, but she knew that Alex would complain about it being too hot so she left it alone.
“Sorry,” Alex whispered, stroking Kennedy’s shoulder with the arm that was wrapped around her. She was beginning to get irritated with all of his apologies.
“Stop fucking apologizing. You never need to apologize for fucking me because most of the time I enjoy it more than you do and I do not care if you have a girlfriend. You are with me right now and I do not give a shit. Obviously you enjoy fucking me more or else you wouldn’t be here in the first place,” Kennedy yelled at him and sat up so that her right arm was holding her up and she was looking down at him.
“You’re really irritated that I’m apologizing for making love to you?” Alex asked in a soft voice.
“Don’t call it that,” she warned and pointed a finger at him.
“What? Making love?” he asked and he was doing it on purpose, obviously.
“Yes, that,” she said shortly.
“But that’s what it is. You and I love each other therefore we’re making love,” he told her, analyzing her with his judgmental eyes.
“But that’s not what we’re doing – we are fucking, nothing more,” she told him pointedly.
“No, I think that we’re making love because we love each other. We’ve always been so wrapped up in each other, Kennedy and I don’t think that all we’re doing is fucking,” he said the word as though it were the nastiest word he’d ever heard, “I am so in love with you.”
To Kennedy all it sounded like he was doing was repeating himself and him telling her that he was in love with her was beginning to infuriate her. “If you’re so in love with me, then you would break up with her to be with me,” she said and she let it out before she really thought about what she was saying.
Alex just stared at her. “You just told me that you didn’t care if we had sex while I had a girlfriend,” he told her and she could tell that it was kind of phrased like a question.
“I don’t care if we fuck while you have a girlfriend, but telling me that we’re making love and that you love me is a completely different story, Alex, because if that were true than you know that you should break up with Lisa,” Kennedy said.
She was sick of getting into fights with him today because all she wanted to do was just completely wrap herself up in him like she used to.
Again, Alex just stared at her because he knew that she was right. Telling both Lisa and Kennedy that he was in love with them and that they weren’t fucking, but making love was wrong and mislead both of them. “So you’ll stay with me? If I stop saying we’re making love and that I love you?” Alex asked and he hoped that she changed her mind.
“I’ll stay with you only if you remind me that you love me, but without telling me that we’re making love and that you’re in love with me,” she told him, looking at the knobs to make the water hotter or colder.
There was a difference between saying you loved somebody and telling someone that you were in love with them. That’s what made it easy for couples to lie to each other one would say that they were in love with you and the other would say I love you, too. It was easy to never catch, but Kennedy had witnessed it enough to know the difference.
Alex understood what she meant and he nodded, “Do you ever feel like a whore for doing this?” he asked her, but not in a volatile, mean way – in a genuinely curious way.
She thought about it for a minute. Did she ever feel like a whore? No. Did she ever feel guilty about having to lie to Lisa? Yes. “No, because you were mine first so I automatically have dibs on you,” she said and smiled and it made him smile and laugh, too.
“You are and always will be my first love, Kennedy,” he said and pushed her wet hair back so that it was out of her face. It was comments like that that made her feel guilty. If Lisa were here she would be crushed and crying on the floor. Kennedy knew how much Lisa loved Alex and it wasn’t fair to her to have to be the only one to not know about Kennedy and Alex having sex.
“Do you ever feel like a whore for doing this to Lisa?” Kennedy asked and she couldn’t help but laugh and smile and he laughed and smiled too.
“Sometimes, but like I just said, I love you more than I will ever be able to love her,” he said gently.
“Yet you chose to stay with her,” Kennedy stated because the idea was completely unfathomable to her.
“Yours and mines relationship was different from hers and mines. Ours was so much more complex and we both made it difficult because neither of us trusted each other going into it, but with her it’s simple. She doesn’t give me a reason to suspect that she’ll cheat on me at the very same party I’m at,” Alex said and Kennedy rolled her eyes.
“To be fair, you cheated on me first,” Kennedy said and pointed at him.
“The guys’ were giving me shit about losing my game so I just picked up the nearest skank. It never meant anything to me, Kennedy,” Alex told her. Kennedy wished that they had had this conversation a long time ago, back when it happened instead of a year later after emotions are built up and it makes it harder to believe the other person, especially when that person had a year to concoct the perfect story.
“Well, sex with Carl didn’t mean anything to me, either, but you decided to make a big deal about it,” Kennedy said and shrugged her shoulders. Alex’s mouth was dropped open and Kennedy laughed – obviously he remembered things a little differently than she did.
Kennedy turned off the shower because it was beginning to get cold and both her and Alex dried off and laid on her bed in the buff. It was one of her favorite things to do, sleep with Alex naked because he was just so comfortable with himself and he loved her body so it made it easier to for her to be comfortable with herself.
She was cuddled against her chest and he stroked her side. “I’m sorry, my arm’s falling asleep – I have to change spots,” Kennedy said and twisted so that she was laying on her other side, facing away from Alex, but he came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her so that he was spooning her.
She smiled and nuzzled back so that she was tightly against his chest. “I’ll leave Lisa if you ask me to,” Alex whispered in her ear.