Things I Should've Said

Maria,

Maria, you look so beautifultoday.

You look beautiful everyday in my eyes. If I could stare into your sea blue eyes for the rest of my life, believe me, I would. I want to tangle my fingers into your long brown hair.

Did you know, Maria?

All of my dreams are about you.

Your smile.
Your laugh.
Your eyes.
Your face.

Everything about you drives me crazy.

Maria, I love you.

I love you so much that I always look at my bedroom ceiling, thinking of ways to tell and prove to you how much I do.

Maria, will you ever know?

Or...

Will I forever be afraid of your answer?