Status: Eeekk. i need to catch up

Dear Diary

1-17-11

Why does all this keep happening to me? Is karma now getting me back for EVERYHTING i did? I dont understand any of this. Im tired of getting hurt, and getting lied too. Maybe i should just shut everyone out and not let anyone in. Im sick of this. Im ready just to give up and move the fuck on. yeah i am giving up, and everyone tells me not to give up. But i have no other choice. I cant take this. Crying doesnt show a sign of weakness, it shows that you've been too strong for too long. I've reached my breaking point.