Status: Eeekk. i need to catch up
Dear Diary
1-19-11
Dear Diary,
Ahh and here i am again laying in bed, sick. Sore throat, cant talk, cant eat. Sucks. I've been thinking more and more about my life. I think that i should just leave behind all the pointless drama, and try to not let anyone get to me. I got on my email today, and saw my ex-boyfriend/ex-bestfriends status saying sorry. But there was a part for me. And i was thinking. no. No no no no not this time. Im done letting people just say sorry to me and expecting everything to be okay. I hate it. I hate the way i am. Not being able to stay mad at someone. I mean, he doesn't deserve to talk to me. He doesn't deserve me anymore, right? He said he was sorry for making me cry and making my life hell. Well i guess if you were sorry, you wouldnt have dont it..
Love is when he is mean to you and you still want him. It's when he ignores you and you still love him. It's when he's in love with another girl, but you still smile and say 'I'm happy for you' when all you really wanna do, is cry.
Ahh and here i am again laying in bed, sick. Sore throat, cant talk, cant eat. Sucks. I've been thinking more and more about my life. I think that i should just leave behind all the pointless drama, and try to not let anyone get to me. I got on my email today, and saw my ex-boyfriend/ex-bestfriends status saying sorry. But there was a part for me. And i was thinking. no. No no no no not this time. Im done letting people just say sorry to me and expecting everything to be okay. I hate it. I hate the way i am. Not being able to stay mad at someone. I mean, he doesn't deserve to talk to me. He doesn't deserve me anymore, right? He said he was sorry for making me cry and making my life hell. Well i guess if you were sorry, you wouldnt have dont it..
Love is when he is mean to you and you still want him. It's when he ignores you and you still love him. It's when he's in love with another girl, but you still smile and say 'I'm happy for you' when all you really wanna do, is cry.