Status: Eeekk. i need to catch up
Dear Diary
2.28.11
Dear Diary,
Haven't wrote ina while.. :P Mibba is getting sorta boring.. ha. Well things have been going.. alright i guess you could say. Not the best but not the worst. If i had things my way,, i'd be
1. dating zac,,
2. talking to my friend josiah,,
3. not hurting like i am whenever i see them together..
Is it pathetic that i still miss a guy that i've dated before, and he hurt me so bad? I hate it. Jealousy takes over me. I used to never get jealous.. and i guess you shouldn't confuse jealousy with hate? The girl he's with.. im the closest with & whenever she talks about him i just wanna punch something. Oh well.. they both got what they wanted.. i shouldnt bitch.
But after all this shit, where's my happy ending?
Haven't wrote ina while.. :P Mibba is getting sorta boring.. ha. Well things have been going.. alright i guess you could say. Not the best but not the worst. If i had things my way,, i'd be
1. dating zac,,
2. talking to my friend josiah,,
3. not hurting like i am whenever i see them together..
Is it pathetic that i still miss a guy that i've dated before, and he hurt me so bad? I hate it. Jealousy takes over me. I used to never get jealous.. and i guess you shouldn't confuse jealousy with hate? The girl he's with.. im the closest with & whenever she talks about him i just wanna punch something. Oh well.. they both got what they wanted.. i shouldnt bitch.
But after all this shit, where's my happy ending?