Dear Diary

Nothing goes my way. Ever. Call me a bitch for wanting things my way, but we all want it. Don't even deny it. But no, i just want it ONCE. Just ONCE. But... i never get picked, i always hear "no" or i can never do something right...just once i want him to be proud of me. Instead of him always having to yell at his fucked up daughter. Sorry. History just repeats itself.