Status: Eeekk. i need to catch up

Dear Diary

5.1.11

Ever had that feeling where you think nobody cares at all? Yeah. Today is one of those "feeling" days. Whenever i try to be happy, my dad just ALWAYS ruins it. I want to leave. I don't care who im leaving behind. I have no one here and i miss my old life & i'm done caring. -_-

Ten Random Facts About Me:
1. I'm a germaphob.
2. I don't believe i'm pretty.
3. I'm in love with my best friend.
4. I love hot showers.
5. I hate annoying people who think they're cute around guys.
6. I have no one.
7. My best friend lives an hour away from me. -_-
8. I'm depressed.
9. My smile is fake.
10. I'm going insane.