Status: When I have a letter in my heart :)
Letters I'll Never Send
Dear My So Called Friends
Dear My so-called Friends,
I wonder how each and everyone of you can go through your day saying the things you do and not know the effect they have on me. If you are what you say you are you would notice the pain behind my eyes. See that when I laugh off your comments I want to cry. Why isit so easy to speak bad about me, but you treat them as if they were on a pedastol. Notice that I haven't been myself that I've been moving closer & closer to the edge everyday. I don't enjoy life like I use to. That I'm only a former shell of myself. It feels as tho I'm being punished by God. So I'm here to tell you that I wish you would stop. I can't change the things you make fun of me about,so... stop putting me through this. I know I'm not as pretty as them, I know I'm not as skinny and I wish I could be.
Sincerly,
Your friend
Who hopes one day that she'll wake up and realize(again) that life is better than death
I wonder how each and everyone of you can go through your day saying the things you do and not know the effect they have on me. If you are what you say you are you would notice the pain behind my eyes. See that when I laugh off your comments I want to cry. Why isit so easy to speak bad about me, but you treat them as if they were on a pedastol. Notice that I haven't been myself that I've been moving closer & closer to the edge everyday. I don't enjoy life like I use to. That I'm only a former shell of myself. It feels as tho I'm being punished by God. So I'm here to tell you that I wish you would stop. I can't change the things you make fun of me about,so... stop putting me through this. I know I'm not as pretty as them, I know I'm not as skinny and I wish I could be.
Sincerly,
Your friend
Who hopes one day that she'll wake up and realize(again) that life is better than death
♠ ♠ ♠
I laugh at this now. I was a bit melodrametic,eh. I still feel this way & they still sometimes treat me like that, but after I talked to them about it not so often.