Demolition Lovers
Angel and Aiden
Hand in mine, into your icy blues
We were driving home from camping with Frankie, and some other friends, Aiden and I. He had one hand on the steering wheel and held my hand with his free on.
He noticed me staring at him and looked at me smiling his infamous grin. I looked straight into his pretty eyes...
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
"Baby run away with me," I said. He stopped smiled at me.
"Angel baby, I love you but that's a bit much what about all are life we have here?" he said. His words were soft...
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets
"Baby I don't care. You’re my life, I don't need anything else but you,” I said trying not to let him see my tears. I was so shocked when we past the street he lived on and turned on to the highway.
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
"Baby I love you. I've always loved you I just..." he trailed
"I'm so scared’ I just want to show you how much you mean to me. You’re my world baby, that's why I'm going to do this and with you by my side the whole damn time," he said
I began to tear up as I saw one little tear in the corner of his sparkling eyes.
And after all the things we put each other through
"Sweetie I love you so much but how could we be together. I know we've been through a lot together, “He said
~flash back~
"Frankie, have you tried to singing to him," I asked
"Yes angel, I've tried everything! He just tells me to go away," frank said somberly
"Frankie go knock on the door and give him your phone, his is dead and I want to talk to him,” I said
Okay hold on angel...
.........
"Angel he just told me to go away again," he said
I got really mad and decided to text him.
Aiden, I don't know when you get this text but yeah...Aiden I've never been mad at you. But baby you can’t do this to Frankie he worries about you and he hates he cant do anything to help him. Baby I bet if you went down there and let him hold you and cry on his shoulder and let him sing to you will feel much better and I've never been mad at you but until you do this I am mad at you baby and its killing me.
"Angel you amaze me sometimes," frank texted me
" What did I do?" I asked
"I don't know but Aiden came out of his room in tears. No one has been able to get him out of his room angel since he took lily to the doctor. He’s sitting on my lap and talking to me Angel," he said
~end of flash back~
But all the odds are against us
I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
About an hour of us driving in silence, too afraid that one word from us would put us in another fit of tears , we stopped at a gas station.
"Baby do you want anything," he asked
"monster,” I said looking at him with hopeful eyes. He giggled and walked into the store. I will admit I'm nervous I know he’s been drinking and I don't want him to fell like he has too.
He came back to the car and pumped the gas. After a few minutes he got in the car and he handed me the paper bag.
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running
I looked in the bag and my eyes got big.In it was 2 monsters and two Rock-stars. I looked into the bag once more
"Aiden were going to get high off sugar!" I said as i took out different types of skittles and chocolates," I said. He just smiled and started the car.
But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
I fell asleep and started to dream as I listened to Aiden sing along to "hey there Delilah"
~flash back~
I was asleep. I felt like utter crap when my phone Yelled " In coming" .Why the fuck have I not changed that its so fucking annoying it makes me want to throw it against the wall. I stopped muttering to my self when I read what the text said.
so I heard your in love with Frankie
“I'm not,” I texted back
Don't give me that shit angel I read what you and lily were talking about last night she forgot to erase the texts
“Baby... Fuck... I don't deny saying that but I was very mood swingy last night and just before She fell asleep I was going to say never mind I don't know what the hell was going thorough my mind. Aiden I love frank no more or less then I love you” I honestly told him
Don't fucking lie to me your in love with him
“I'm not lying Aiden,” I reposnded
Whatever angel just leave me the fuck alone
By then I didn't no what to do I was in tears and I just had this sudden nausea wash over me and the next thing I know I'm over the toilet.
~end of flash back~
I woke up and I was in Aiden’s arms crying.
I looked out the window and we had stopped along the highway. The view was breath taking.
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
There were sandy hills and they were covered in snow as far as I could see until the end of everything. I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean to me
"Baby, What’s wrong, why are you crying?" he asked me. I then realized he was in the passenger seat and I was laying in his lap
"I had a Dream and it was about that time you thought I loved Frankie and you got mad at me and…” I started but then he kissed my cheek, my warm tears hitting his lips.
"Baby its over and I know baby we hurt each other so bad that day. But we grew so much stronger in our relationship baby it will never happen again I promise...
As days fade and nights grow
And we go cold
We stopped at some run down motel before it got to dark out and crawled into the queen bed. It was so cold and this excuse for a blanket was not doing. I sat there shaking when I felt Aiden’s arms around my waist. I turned around to face him and curled up closer to him. I was warm and happy....
Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this. Until the end of...
I got lost in my dream world once again dreaming of the time me and Aiden had text sex. It lasted 2 and a half hour. I didn't relies I was moaning and woke up Aiden. He sat there smiling and watched my breathing get hard and fast and me biting my lip.
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade and nights grow
And we go cold...
~the next day~
But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
I woke up and Aiden was on the phone. "were okay Frankie don't worry about us OK baby,” he said
"I know, I don't know when we will be home," he said
"bye baby”
"Was that Frankie?"I asked
"Yeah he doesn't think what were doing is smart,” he said
"We’ll show them baby, we'll show them all," I whispered as he tucked a piece of hair behind my ear...
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...
We checked out of the motel and I was entranced with the beautiful scene before us it went on forever and ever.
All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
~flash back~
“I FUCKING HATE YOU,”
That felt like a shot in the heart
“YOU KNEW AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME,”
"aiden what are you talking about,"I asked
"YOU KNEW IT WAS MY KID ANGEL," he yelled
Shot number two
~end of flashback~
As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
It started raining and I didn't stress too much until I saw lightning, then it thundered and I screamed
"Baby its okay just a storm,” he said
That didn't calm me down because I started to cry. He told me to climb in the back seat and I reluctantly did. He then stopped the car and crawled back there with me. He then put me on his lap and wiped away my tears the grabbed a blanket and wrapped us in.
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
I saw a flash of lightning and looked out the window and whimpered. The lighting had hit a field a ways back it was starting to burn I could just imagine a poor scarecrow burning. I started to cry again.
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun
Aiden started singing to me. He left me back there and started to drive away from the fire...
And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
I've been cutting, angel
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
~flash back~
“I'm in class baby but I'll text you through this. Take one of the razors and hold over the pond Say the name of some one you love then drop it in the pond.”I guided him. Aiden said Frankie then dropped the razor in the pond.
“Okay baby now say something about you and that person then drop another razor in the pond.”
Aiden then took another razor and said "that well always be together" then dropped it into the pond as a single tear rand down his face,
“Okay sweetie now repeat that just with a different person.”
“Angel, that we will be friends forever. “ Aiden said then dropped the razor and stated crying harder. I began to cry and asked to use the restroom before my teacher could ask what’s wrong
“Okay baby with this last one I want you to think about your life and everything and everyone in it. Think about how much pain this razor is causing you. Do you want to throw that all away If you do keep it but if no throw it baby” I told him. Aiden then threw the razor as far as he could. Baby I'm so proud of you
~End of Flashback~
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever
I woke up. I was in my bed and I was sobbing so hard. I heard the door open and saw Aiden walk in.
“Angel, are you okay, what’s the matter? I looked him into his eyes. There were glazing over with tears. I know he hates seeing me cry. And I told him about my Dream...
We were driving home from camping with Frankie, and some other friends, Aiden and I. He had one hand on the steering wheel and held my hand with his free on.
He noticed me staring at him and looked at me smiling his infamous grin. I looked straight into his pretty eyes...
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
"Baby run away with me," I said. He stopped smiled at me.
"Angel baby, I love you but that's a bit much what about all are life we have here?" he said. His words were soft...
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets
"Baby I don't care. You’re my life, I don't need anything else but you,” I said trying not to let him see my tears. I was so shocked when we past the street he lived on and turned on to the highway.
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
"Baby I love you. I've always loved you I just..." he trailed
"I'm so scared’ I just want to show you how much you mean to me. You’re my world baby, that's why I'm going to do this and with you by my side the whole damn time," he said
I began to tear up as I saw one little tear in the corner of his sparkling eyes.
And after all the things we put each other through
"Sweetie I love you so much but how could we be together. I know we've been through a lot together, “He said
~flash back~
"Frankie, have you tried to singing to him," I asked
"Yes angel, I've tried everything! He just tells me to go away," frank said somberly
"Frankie go knock on the door and give him your phone, his is dead and I want to talk to him,” I said
Okay hold on angel...
.........
"Angel he just told me to go away again," he said
I got really mad and decided to text him.
Aiden, I don't know when you get this text but yeah...Aiden I've never been mad at you. But baby you can’t do this to Frankie he worries about you and he hates he cant do anything to help him. Baby I bet if you went down there and let him hold you and cry on his shoulder and let him sing to you will feel much better and I've never been mad at you but until you do this I am mad at you baby and its killing me.
"Angel you amaze me sometimes," frank texted me
" What did I do?" I asked
"I don't know but Aiden came out of his room in tears. No one has been able to get him out of his room angel since he took lily to the doctor. He’s sitting on my lap and talking to me Angel," he said
~end of flash back~
But all the odds are against us
I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
About an hour of us driving in silence, too afraid that one word from us would put us in another fit of tears , we stopped at a gas station.
"Baby do you want anything," he asked
"monster,” I said looking at him with hopeful eyes. He giggled and walked into the store. I will admit I'm nervous I know he’s been drinking and I don't want him to fell like he has too.
He came back to the car and pumped the gas. After a few minutes he got in the car and he handed me the paper bag.
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running
I looked in the bag and my eyes got big.In it was 2 monsters and two Rock-stars. I looked into the bag once more
"Aiden were going to get high off sugar!" I said as i took out different types of skittles and chocolates," I said. He just smiled and started the car.
But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
I fell asleep and started to dream as I listened to Aiden sing along to "hey there Delilah"
~flash back~
I was asleep. I felt like utter crap when my phone Yelled " In coming" .Why the fuck have I not changed that its so fucking annoying it makes me want to throw it against the wall. I stopped muttering to my self when I read what the text said.
so I heard your in love with Frankie
“I'm not,” I texted back
Don't give me that shit angel I read what you and lily were talking about last night she forgot to erase the texts
“Baby... Fuck... I don't deny saying that but I was very mood swingy last night and just before She fell asleep I was going to say never mind I don't know what the hell was going thorough my mind. Aiden I love frank no more or less then I love you” I honestly told him
Don't fucking lie to me your in love with him
“I'm not lying Aiden,” I reposnded
Whatever angel just leave me the fuck alone
By then I didn't no what to do I was in tears and I just had this sudden nausea wash over me and the next thing I know I'm over the toilet.
~end of flash back~
I woke up and I was in Aiden’s arms crying.
I looked out the window and we had stopped along the highway. The view was breath taking.
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
There were sandy hills and they were covered in snow as far as I could see until the end of everything. I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean to me
"Baby, What’s wrong, why are you crying?" he asked me. I then realized he was in the passenger seat and I was laying in his lap
"I had a Dream and it was about that time you thought I loved Frankie and you got mad at me and…” I started but then he kissed my cheek, my warm tears hitting his lips.
"Baby its over and I know baby we hurt each other so bad that day. But we grew so much stronger in our relationship baby it will never happen again I promise...
As days fade and nights grow
And we go cold
We stopped at some run down motel before it got to dark out and crawled into the queen bed. It was so cold and this excuse for a blanket was not doing. I sat there shaking when I felt Aiden’s arms around my waist. I turned around to face him and curled up closer to him. I was warm and happy....
Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this. Until the end of...
I got lost in my dream world once again dreaming of the time me and Aiden had text sex. It lasted 2 and a half hour. I didn't relies I was moaning and woke up Aiden. He sat there smiling and watched my breathing get hard and fast and me biting my lip.
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade and nights grow
And we go cold...
~the next day~
But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
I woke up and Aiden was on the phone. "were okay Frankie don't worry about us OK baby,” he said
"I know, I don't know when we will be home," he said
"bye baby”
"Was that Frankie?"I asked
"Yeah he doesn't think what were doing is smart,” he said
"We’ll show them baby, we'll show them all," I whispered as he tucked a piece of hair behind my ear...
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...
We checked out of the motel and I was entranced with the beautiful scene before us it went on forever and ever.
All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
~flash back~
“I FUCKING HATE YOU,”
That felt like a shot in the heart
“YOU KNEW AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME,”
"aiden what are you talking about,"I asked
"YOU KNEW IT WAS MY KID ANGEL," he yelled
Shot number two
~end of flashback~
As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
It started raining and I didn't stress too much until I saw lightning, then it thundered and I screamed
"Baby its okay just a storm,” he said
That didn't calm me down because I started to cry. He told me to climb in the back seat and I reluctantly did. He then stopped the car and crawled back there with me. He then put me on his lap and wiped away my tears the grabbed a blanket and wrapped us in.
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
I saw a flash of lightning and looked out the window and whimpered. The lighting had hit a field a ways back it was starting to burn I could just imagine a poor scarecrow burning. I started to cry again.
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun
Aiden started singing to me. He left me back there and started to drive away from the fire...
And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
I've been cutting, angel
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
~flash back~
“I'm in class baby but I'll text you through this. Take one of the razors and hold over the pond Say the name of some one you love then drop it in the pond.”I guided him. Aiden said Frankie then dropped the razor in the pond.
“Okay baby now say something about you and that person then drop another razor in the pond.”
Aiden then took another razor and said "that well always be together" then dropped it into the pond as a single tear rand down his face,
“Okay sweetie now repeat that just with a different person.”
“Angel, that we will be friends forever. “ Aiden said then dropped the razor and stated crying harder. I began to cry and asked to use the restroom before my teacher could ask what’s wrong
“Okay baby with this last one I want you to think about your life and everything and everyone in it. Think about how much pain this razor is causing you. Do you want to throw that all away If you do keep it but if no throw it baby” I told him. Aiden then threw the razor as far as he could. Baby I'm so proud of you
~End of Flashback~
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever
I woke up. I was in my bed and I was sobbing so hard. I heard the door open and saw Aiden walk in.
“Angel, are you okay, what’s the matter? I looked him into his eyes. There were glazing over with tears. I know he hates seeing me cry. And I told him about my Dream...
♠ ♠ ♠
♥Angel ♥