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You And Me Together In This Life Time, Not Going To Work

It's Not Over

I sighed and ran back up to my room. I just cheated on Shane.
I put on my earphones and pressed play on my ipod.

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do


"Why didn't you tell me? Do you not understand how i feel for you? What if he raped you?" Ashton said loudly and angrily.
"How you feel for me?" I asked.
Then Ashton kissed me.
"I love you okay?" He said when he pulled apart.
"I love you and I don't want you hurt." He said and pulled me in a hug.


But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over


I woke up with my head in Ashton's chest and his arms around my waist. I looked up to see him staring at me. I smiled at him and kissed him. Its funny how this is the guy who's guts i hated a month ago.
"Good morning." I said.
"Morning, Love." He said.
"How did you sleep?" He asked as a got up and stretched. I was wearing shorts a guys sweater, most comfortable thing ever.
"Great." I said.


I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die


"Do I intimidate you?" I breathed on his neck.
"No."
I started kissing around his neck and found his weak spot, "What about now?"
"No."
I continued sucking and started biting.
"Now?"
"N-no."
I started massaging his abs.
I didn't have to ask anything because he through me on the bed and started kissing me rough. I laughed and pushed him off of me. I laughed and got up.


But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back


I woke up in the morning with Ashton's arms around my waist and my head in his chest with my legs folded.
I looked up vand saw him awake again.
"How come you ever wake me up?" I asked him.
"Because you look beautiful when you sleep." He said and kissed me.
I kissed back and he licked the bottom of my lip begging for entrance. I smiled and kept my mouth closed. He rubbed my back and continued licking. I laughed in the kiss and let him in.

"Sammy?" I heard Shane's voice.
"Hey Shane." I smiled.
He came in and kissed my forehead.
"How are you?" He smiled.
"Kinda tired." I sighed.
I scooted over and patted the spot next to me.
He took off his shoes and laid down. I put my head I his chest.
I fell asleep, but not before i heard, "I love you."
What the hell have I gotten myself into?