No Limits.

I hate waking up with this feeling every single day. I have felt like this for years. Years. I'm young and I can understand having insecurities. However, this feeling is so much more intensified than that. It isn't that simple. I've done research. Several times I have been brought to a particular disorder which is like having bipolar-depression. I can be extremely depressed for days, weeks, or months for no reason. Then, I can be extremely happy for days, weeks, or months. My mood is so unstable. I hate feeling like I have no control over my emotions. I can either be super emotional or numb and emotionless, there's never an in-between with me.No grey areas for me. I'm so exhausted waking up with this feeling every day. I hate everything about myself. Everything. I'm so tired of fighting every day just to prove how strong I am. Everyone has a breaking point, right?