Status: Finished

Mixed Feelings of Elation

Neon Lowry, the confident lead singer of RxN, has always been levelheaded in the eyes of her fans.

And she tried to keep up that fa├žade, mending ties with old time enemy Alex Gaskarth and allowing her sister to date Jack Barakat.

No one outside of her friends, family, and therapist knew about what she did to herself in high school.

No one knew that she never fully recovered.

Mentally and physically.

But one tabloid comment is going to change all of that.

This is an Alex Gaskarth fanfiction.
It is a continuation of Wanna Live It Up Just Because.
And takes place AFTER the events in that story.
You may need to read it if you haven't already.
Characters in character tab (there are some new ones)
Disclaimer on the profile

Author's Note: This is another one of those ideas that I had to do even though they've been done a thousand times.
It may seem like your normal anorexia fiction but it's not, seeing as anorexia isn't the only problem involved.
I promise, I'm trying to make this as original as possible.
There is a possibility that I change the rating at some point.
So give it a shot?
  1. Prologue
    posted 6/23
  2. Chapter 1
    posted 6/24
  3. Chapter 2
    posted 6/25
  4. Chapter 3
    posted 6/27
  5. Chapter 4
    posted 6/29
  6. Chapter 5
    posted 7/1 (my brother's birthday)
  7. Chapter 6
    posted 7/2
  8. Chapter 7
    posted 7/3
  9. Chapter 8
    posted 7/5
  10. Chapter 9
    posted 7/6
  11. Chapter 10
    posted 7/8
  12. Chapter 11
    posted 7/9
  13. Chapter 12
    posted 6/10
  14. Chapter 13
    posted 7/11
  15. Chapter 14
    posted 7/12
  16. Chapter 15
    posted 7/13
  17. Chapter 16
    posted 7/15
  18. Chapter 17
    posted 7/16
  19. Chapter 18
    first post 7/17
  20. Chapter 19
    second post 7/17
  21. Chapter 20
    posted 7/18
  22. Chapter 21
    posted 7/19
  23. Chapter 22
    posted 7/20
  24. Chapter 23
    first post 7/21
  25. Chapter 24
    second post 7/21
  26. Chapter 25
    posted 7/22
  27. Chapter 26
    posted 7/23
  28. Chapter 27
    first post 7/24
  29. Chapter 28
    second post 7/24
  30. Chapter 29
    posted 7/26
  31. Chapter 30
    posted 7/27
  32. Chapter 31
    posted 7/28
  33. Chapter 32
    first post 7/29
  34. Chapter 33
    second post 7/29
  35. Chapter 34
    posted 7/30
  36. Chapter 35
    posted 7/31
  37. Chapter 36
    posted 8/1
  38. Chapter 37
    posted 8/2
  39. Chapter 38
    posted 8/3
  40. Chapter 39
    posted 8/4
  41. Chapter 40
    posted 8/5
  42. Chapter 41 (END)
    posted 8/6