Afraid of loosing you

I was sitting inside my band’s, merch tent when i felt the wind today was quite hot , i was in Arizona now, touring with the band , i was the lead vocal of my band called the mad probation, This tour should be fun cause my boyfriend's band also took part in this tour but i wasn’t feeling any fun , eric wasn’t there to company me going for sight seeing in his home town , i wanna see what arizona look like well i was born in boston so i don’t know a thing about arizona but eric was busy with his band .
“jay?” nick wake me from my revire, by holdng both of my shoulder , nick was eric’s band mate and bestfriend he was the only one who call me jay and i don’t know why but i like it
“umm nick? What are you doing here?, aren’t you suppose to be in the backstage with your bands?”
“nah, i wanna grab some air, what are you doing here ?” nick ask me back and grab a sit next me
“it’s my band merch tent and my band alredy played”
“ouuh yeah sorry i forgot hahaha”
“I just want to be outside, while my friends played poker backstage, and met some fans here” i explain to nick ,
For me nick was the sweetest person i know he was a great friend and that’s why people want to get next to him
“where is eric?” i asked nick
“eric was at the back stage, oh wait there he is” nick pointing at eric who was walking behind me with a sunglasses and a hurley shirt he looks hot , like always
I looked back from my seat ,and saw him he kissed me on the lips, that day his lips was chapped makes our kissed a little bit uncomfortable must be because of the heat , he hold our kiss for long and then i release the kiss cause i know nick would feel uncomfortable to see it ,
“guys?? Can you please not!” and yes he is uncomfortable seing it
“sorry dude ,i’m just happy to see my girlfriend , well i have a GF” eric said teasing nick because nick just broke up with his GF
“HA HA” nick give eric a sarcasm
“eric let’s go outside from this venue” i said
“but where honey? i’m not feeling it after all i have a band playing after this”
“but your band is playing in 3 hours , come on just a fast ride around arizona” i begged him
“please...”
“i’m sorry honey but i can’t i have to prepare my bands sorry” eric said with rather a pitiful face
“Okay it’s fine” i can’t push eric i mean i know he’s my BF but i don’t want to be a pampered girlfriend for him
“later okay babe i promise, now i have to go back to backstage” he put me a big smile and hug me
“nick are you coming?” he asked nick , i almost forgot there is nick here
“later i want to enjoy the fresh air”
“okay then bye” eric than walk away went to towards the backstage
“so jay? You wanna go around arizona huh?” nick ask me and put on a big smile
“yes i really really want to” i said wining like a little girl
“let’s go then !” nick grab my hand and ran
“where are we going?” i asked him cause i really dont know what he gonna do to me
“around arizona” we where running trough the parking lot until we see a big black van mobil it’s a rocket to the moon van .