Should've Said No

I was walking down the hallway just after the feast in the Great Hall, when I heard a loud noise in a nearby classroom and by instinct thought a someone might need help, so I rushed into the room only to find my boyfriend ,Draco Malfoy, snogging Pansy Parkson. He turned around quick enough to see me but not fast enough to catch me(Did I mention I run really fast?). I ran all the way to the common room, up my winding stair case, and into my room were I locked the door and fell roughly onto my bed. Tears were fell freely down my face and onto my pillow now. I made a decision right then and there ,Draco Malfoy, my boyfriend of six months was no longer mine, all the things we used to do with each other were now foreign memories.

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It's strange to think the songs we used to sing,
the smiles, flowers ,everything is gone...
Yesterday I found out about you,
even now just looking at you fells wrong....
You say you would take it all back given one chance,
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...
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Ginny keeps pounding on my door and I keep telling her to go away but she wont listen, (she's too damn stubborn for her own good ,can't she tell I want to be alone). Finally I give in and sling open the door through blurry eyes. She says she had heard what happened, apparently I wasn’t alone in that corridor. She kept saying that Draco was really sorry(why was she standing up for that scumbag?). She keeps Insisting that I at least go and listen to him. I agree that I should but I really don’t want to. Finally I’m forced to dry my eyes and confront the monster… why does she want me to go listen to his lame excuses. I head down to the common room and shoot Draco an expectant look. He started off with the overly used line "Mione baby, I'm sorry." and with that I said, "Draco It's over."

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You should've said no,
you should've gone home,
should’ve thought twice before you let it all go,
You should of known that word of what you did with her would get back to me,
and I should've been there in the back of your mind,
I shouldn't be asking myself why,
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet,
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me.
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His face held a twinge of pain mixed with a lot of shock that for once I wasn‘t going to take his shit, "Hermione baby, no, I really do love you, and really am sorry.”

I almost fell back under his entrancing spell(Slimy git always using women with his charm), But then I said, "No, Draco it's over, you always know the perfect thing to say but it's not going to work this time. I just wont let you do this to me ever again."

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You can see that I've been crying,
baby you know all the right things to say...
But do you honestly expect me to believe,
we could ever be the same.
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"Draco look, What you did with Pansy was wrong, and well, simply face it your all wrong for me so were over, you’ve hurt me to many times…. You can’t just fix it this. Just, please stop trying to argue.” (He was making this very difficult for me, god knows this wasn't what my heart was saying). Truthfully I wanted to run towards him and jump into his protective embrace. I love the way his body fits perfectly around mine, the way he smiles at me when were alone and the way he talks to me like he’s my best friend, but I can’t keep letting him do this to me… I can‘t keep allowing him back in after everything he‘s done. I’m don’t think he has it in him to be faithful.

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You should've said no,
you should've gone home,
you should've thought twice before you let it all go,
You should've known that word of what you did with her would get back to me,
and I should've been there in the back of your mind,
I shouldn't be asking myself why,
you shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet,
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me...
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"But Draco can I ask you one personal question?"

"Yeah," He uttered.

"Was it better?"

"Was what better," he mustered barley over a whisper.

I said one small but overly complicated word "Her." He didn't answer, It didn't matter I already knew the answer, simply no.

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I can't resist,
before you go tell me this,
was it worth it,
was she worth this,
nooo...no, no, no
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you should've said no,
you should've gone home,
you should've thought twice before you let it all go,
you should've known that word of what you did with her would get back to me,
I should’ve been there in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why,
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet,
You should have said no, baby and you might still have me.
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“Goodbye forever Draco.” I said, as I left the common room, I never knew how much those word would ever come back to haunt me. I needed to be on my own for awhile, so I wandered about the grounds by the lake for quite some time while gathering my thoughts before returning to an empty common room later that afternoon. I walked up to my room only to find a neatly folded note on my bed, It read:

My dearest Hermione,
I tried to say I was sorry, but you wouldn’t listen,
I’ve tried so hard in this relationship,
I’m sorry I just…. I just… don’t know, this is so hard.
but you did proved one thing to me today,
if I’m not good enough for you, I’m not good enough for anyone.
I wrote this to say I love you, because I really do,
And by the time you read this I will be dead,
I advise not to go in my room with out the head master,
That is unless you want to be devastated,
so I guess this is goodbye to you my one and only true love,
but there is one thing I forgot to tell you earlier today,
"I should have said no."
Your ex-lover,
Draco Malfoy

I sunk to my knees crying in despair. What do I do now? Draco Malfoy just killed himself because of me, and then the words, “Goodbye forever Draco.”, rang loudly in my ears. Everything went black as I collapsed.