Status: for a contest....
Tied Down To This Bed Of Shame
Day 382 ATD
I slept nearly three days, I’m not hungry, just tired. I could sleep my entire life away. I’m apathetic, Anna wants me to come over but mom forbid it and she’s already upset with me enough.
Lucille came to the door, she let herself in naturally and wanted to know where I had been for the past couple weeks, I lied and said I had been working.
I don’t even have a job.
We are going to a party tonight. I’m wearing a corset with a bleached denim mini skirt. I need to find a way to fill up the emptiness inside; I need to find something to fix this; to feel loved and noticed.
I get drunk at the party, there is a guy there who likes me, we have sex in the bathroom, and it doesn’t make me feel any different. I find another guy and he takes me home with him, he’s in college, it doesn’t make any difference either and I figure I’m doing something wrong.
Lucille came to the door, she let herself in naturally and wanted to know where I had been for the past couple weeks, I lied and said I had been working.
I don’t even have a job.
We are going to a party tonight. I’m wearing a corset with a bleached denim mini skirt. I need to find a way to fill up the emptiness inside; I need to find something to fix this; to feel loved and noticed.
I get drunk at the party, there is a guy there who likes me, we have sex in the bathroom, and it doesn’t make me feel any different. I find another guy and he takes me home with him, he’s in college, it doesn’t make any difference either and I figure I’m doing something wrong.