All I Wanted Was You

I was still holding on to him. The crying stopped a few hours ago.
“Rob?”
“Yeah?”
“How did I find you?”
He smiled
“If I may correct you sweetie I found you.”
“you are right.”
“So beautiful what shall we do today?”
“I have no idea. I thought you would have had something.”
His phone rang
“Hold on to that thought sweetie.”
He pulled out his phone.
“Hey Brad. I am good, really good. What’s going on? Oh wow really? Shouldn’t they be already editing everything though? Yeah but I don’t know if it is going to work this late in the game. She already put one song of mine in the movie. Oh wow really they wrote it for me? I don’t know I am really happy right now and I don’t have constant chick following me around, well sometimes. I just-but…you sure? I don’t know if that would work but it never hurts to ask. I will call you back in a minute then.”
Something tells me I am going to freak out…in a bad way.
“Who was that?”
“Oh that was my manager Brad. He called because he had news for me.”
“What type of news?”
“That this movie I finished, the director wants me to record another song for it.”
“That’s great”
“Yeah it is…but it means I have to go to Los Angeles and meet with the songwriters and then record it.”
My heart sank a little.
“Oh…when do you leave?”
He stroked my cheek and smiled.
“As soon as you agree to go with me.”
“What?”
“I can’t be without you everyday, and a week without you would be torture. Come with me.”
“I-I don’t know.”
He was right though I feel imcomplete when he is not with me, and he feels it too.
“We can have our separate hotel rooms if that makes you feel better?”
“It does but I …I don’t know.”
“Come on Ms. Morgan have an adventure with me.”
My parents words rang through me
‘do everything that pops into your head. We want you to live.’
“Okay….okay I’ll go.”
He grinned wide and he gave me a kiss.
“When do we leave?”
“Tomorrow so you want me to help you pack?”
“I would like that but…I don’t own a suitcase.”
He looked at me funny.
“How could you not own a suitcase?”
“I never travel so there was no point to it.”
“Ah okay well first thing is first we are going to get you one.”
“Cool…can I get dressed first?”
“Yeah sure let me throw on my shoes and call Brad to make arrangements for you.”
“okay.”
Went into my closet and threw whatever I saw on.
I was feeling yellow today.
He smiled as I came out.
“Come on gorgeous we have things to buy.”
We came back with a suitcase and an unexplainable amount of shades, flower clips, and dresses.
“Now explain to me why I let you buy me all this?”
“Because I wouldn’t leave the store without you having a few nice new things.”
“I can buy them for myself you know that right?”
“I know but I like giving you things.”
“That’s sweet but no more gifts.”
“I make no promises.”
“You are something Robert.”
“Lets get everything packed shall we?”
“Fine.”
And a few hours later my one medium sized suitcase stood by the door for tomorrow.
“Now what Ms. Morgan?”
“How about a late lunch?”
“Sounds perfect. Hey how about we invite Cordy and Danny over? We can tell them about LA tomorrow.”
“A-OK.”
“Let me get them.”
“I am going to start making the food.”
“I will be back to help.”
Note to self don’t cook with Rob big distraction with his silliness.
Danny and Cor cam over and joined the party.
We all sat at the table smiling and laughing.
I decided to tell them
“Hey I have something to tell you guys.”
“Sure Morgan whats up?”
“I am going to be out of town for a week.”
“Where are you going Lin?”
I looked at Rob and I smiled.
“I am going to LA.”
“Oh wow that’s cool.”
“With Rob.”
Their eyes widen.
And then they smiled.
Danny looked at me and gave me the be careful look but I am happy for you smile.
I nodded and smiled.
“Take care of her Rob.”
“I plan to.”
Cordy was glowing and about to burst
“I am so happy for you two!! You make such an amazing couple.”
“Thanks Cor.”
He reached for my hand and grinned at me.
“So Belinda how you two…you know?”
My mouth fell open.
And Danny shouted
“Cordelia Lennon!”
“What?”
Rob was super red and I was a little irritated.
“I think its something I am allowed to ask here.”
“Cordelia one that’s something between me and Rob and two I am not that kind of girl.”
“Whoa sorry I didn’t think that was a sore subject.”
I raised my left hand and showed her my ring finger and she looked and mouthed ‘oh’
“Yeah don’t ever ask me that again.”
“Sorry.”
“I am so sorry Morgan I am taking this one home. I will see you in the morning to see you before you go.”
“That’s a good idea. See you.”
They left and she kept saying sorry the whole way out.
I turned to Rob and he was still a bit red.
“I am so sorry Rob I never thought she would ever ask that.”
“Its fine sweetie. Look I have to get packing and check out of my hotel room. Are you going to be okay for a while?”
“I will be fine. You are not mad are you?”
“No don’t be silly she just caught me off guard a little but I am not mad. I will be back.”
He kissed the top of my head and then headed out the door.
I just couldn’t believe Cordy asked that.
I mean sure she pressed it when I was single but she never went far…not even with Nathan.
I stopped my thoughts there and headed into my music room and sat down in my couch in there and grabbed my notebook and then started to flipped through it. And I landed on a song I wrote a while back ago. I smiled and laughed a little and never thought I would ever go back to it. I finished it and put it away for a rainy day.
I went back to the song that is taking me a while to finish and all I got out was
Think of me when you’re out, when you’re out there.
All my thoughts were on Rob.
How has he invaded my mind this much?
I smiled at the fact that I didn’t really mind that he did.