All I Wanted Was You

"I can't believe that fucking prick, walking around like a high and mighty being!!"
"Rob.."
"Don't you Rob me Belinda, I am so pissed right now I just want to smash his fucking face."
"Rob."
"He walks around like he is going to be in your life again! Next time I wont let him breathe!"
"ROBERT!!"

he finally came out of his rage induced rant, he had been this way for the past 15 minutes. I thought he would calm down but he just kept going.
He stopped pacing and looked at me.

"I just-"
"I know."
"You have i just want to-"
"I know, trust me I want to break and destroy just as much as you but I don't see the point. It

would be like admitting he has power over me but he doesn't. Having you in my life just put things in perspective."
he stood there looking at me with a stoic face.

"I never realized how strong you are."
"Neither did I."

a smile crept up on his face.

"I am sorry I am just bringing this whole visit down aren't I?"
"Just a bit."

he chuckled.

"how about I make us some food? You have to be hungry after all that ranting."
"A bit."
"Come on."

we enjoyed our lovely meal, laughing forgetting about our unpleasant run in with Nathan.
But something just got me thinking about him, my life is taking a turn for the better finally and then he appears out of thin air and I just want to know why now?
why?
why is he so instant on shoving his way back into my life?
is because I am with someone who isn't like him?
Because I am happy?
Because he wants to make me weak again?
what?!

"Belinda?"

"Huh?"
"Beautiful are you alright?"

no.

"Yeah just thinking."
"About?"
"Nothing of importance."

I can feel his eyes on me as I looked down at my plate trying not to let my mind wonder over Nathan. I just couldn't help it. He is like a leech he trying to latch on and not let go.
But I will not let him ruin this.
Or me.