All I Wanted Was You

Through some type miracle Rob wasn't need today on set. 
I have a feeling I am gonna thank somebody later. 
We had enjoyed a day of having show me around New York. The people, that rushed feeling but the unique shops and environment can't really be beat. 

We were out until the sun went down and saw how truly magical New York was, how it really shone at night. 

We took another stroll in central park but it seemed different there were twinkling lights and people dancing under them. The music was so sweet and it almost made me want to stay there and dance until the sun came up. 

He saw it on my face and he turned to me and held out his had. 
"may I have this dance?"
I smiled 
And replied
"you may." 

We walked over to the group of coupled dancing to the music and joined them. 

Rob pulled me close to him and I rested my head his chest. 
He kissed the top of my head and moved us side to side to the melody that seemed to go on and didn't want to stop. 

"I am so glad you are here. I have missed you so much."
"I never thought I could force myself on a plane for anyone but you are different." 

I looked up at him and he was looking at me. 
That look he always gave me. 
That look that sometimes still scared me but at this moment it really didn't. 
Like he saw straight through me, everything I was and now am. 

"I love you" 
He whispered. 
I reached up and stoked his cheek with my thumb he let out a sigh and closed his eyes. 

"I love you"
He said again. 

I couldn't help but smile. 
He was mine. 
There was no really denying that. 

I slowly pulled his face towards mine and he leaned down and felt is lips touch mine. 
We stopped and let our lips continue the dance. 
But this time there was a new feeling to it all. 
I felt something new to him, something I didn't seem to catch on.
A desire that was building up inside of him. 
One I thought wouldn't built up. 
His hands snaked their way from my waist to my cheeks, he held my face in between his hands and his tongue lick my lower lip. 
My hands seemed to grip tighter his waist to bring him closer. 
Something in me was building up too, something I never thought could. 
He licked my lower lip again and I opened my mouth and let him explore and soon his tongue found mine. 
They both did a little dance of their own. 
That's when is was a little too much and I pulled away. 

He put his forehead against mine and I could hear his heavy breathing because it echoed my own. 

"I'm sorry beautiful. Sorry I just-" 
"i-it's okay. I-I just I never thought.." 
" I am sorry I didn't mean to push you. I just can't help the way you make me feel." 
 
His thumbs caressed my cheeks as we both let each other catch our breathes. 

"where are you stay beautiful?" 
"some hotel I have no clue where it's at."
"come stay with me at the Bowery" 
"you sure?" 
"I miss you next to me and have a hard time sleeping so please?" 

He gave me another kiss and he pulled away. 

"please?"
"kiss me one more time." 
He smiled and gave me another. 

"come on let's get your things. " 

It didn't take long to get back to his room. 
I was tired and want to sleep beside him already. 

"I know you must be tired so come on let's get you in bed." 
"that I am." 
 I grabbed a night gown from my suitcase and headed into the bedroom to change. He was in there waiting. 

"Oh sorry you need to change let me just go get ready too." 
"that would be nice." 

I was glad to kick off my shoes and start to unwind. 
It didn't take me long to get ready. 

I came out to find Rob on the phone. 

"are you sure? In the morning? Well I just wanted to spend as much time with Beli- well oh alright. Okay see you then." 

"who was that?" 
"just the movie people I have to be on set in the morning." 
"you think I could come? I would really like to see you at work." 
"beautiful I don't know.." 
"please I won't be a bother to anyone and will stay quiet." 
"be-" 
"please?" 
"you sure?" 
"100%" 
"okay then if anything you could wait in my trailer if you get bored okay?" 
"sounds like a plan."

I looked at him and realized he wasn't wearing a shirt just
Pajama bottoms. 

"come to bed handsome." 
"alright beautiful." 

Having his arms around me holding me, running his fingers through my hair is what I missed. 

"Rob.."
"I know... I missed this too." 

I looked up at his and stared into those eyes I have come to love. 

"I-" 
"love you." 

I smiled and he kissed my head but it wasn't enough right now. 

I scooted and stretched up and kissed him. 
He returned a very tender kiss. 
But it wasn't enough... He was about to pull away until I grabbed his face and kept it to mine deepening the kiss. 
The passion in me was building and wanted to me let out for a bit. 
I didn't want to let go. 
He pulled away looking at me if I lost my mind.

"Belinda love what are you doing?" 
"trying to put satisfy a bit of myself now shut and kiss me." 

He didn't think about it twice and crashed his lips into mine. 

His own desire started to make itself known. 
I managed to climb on top of him and he grabbed me and kissed me hard. 
Making me let out a moan. 

He growled at the sound of it. 
 I ran my hands through his hair and then over his chest. 
His own hands started to travel to my waist and then gripping my hips, he held on and didn't let go. 
I kissed his neck and his eyes seemed to roll to the back of his head. 
I started to kiss along his jaw and then his lips biting down on his lower lip. 
He moaned and sat up and brought me closer to him so I could sit on his lap facing him. 

His hands traveled up my thigh and then under my night gown, reaching my shorts and he started to tug at them. 
That's where I snapped back and stopped his hand. 

I pulled away and he stopped. 

"love I'm sorry. I just-" 
" I know. I shouldn't have done this to you.." 
"no it's okay I just got a bit carried away." 
"please just wait...wait until I am sure." 
"I will wait forever because our relationship is more." 
"thank you... I love you so much rob." 
"I love you too." 

Something in me was rising, something new. 
Something I wasn't afraid of.