Letter's to an Angel
Guardian Angel
...;
I logged into his emails.
I know his password.
I read the emails from him.
"
I'm giving up on him.
Theres no point, he loves someone else.
I just told him I was gunna disappear for a while
He didn't seem to care
I dunno if/when/ I'll speak to him again.
It's just pointless.
He barely knows I exist.
"
That was a few weeks ago.
Then there was a bunch of things he'd said like, he was talking about you like he ddin't know you, I felt so disconnected reading them.
This has been going on for so long.
I can't ... I just cant even say anything right now.
I feel like the filthiest human being alive.
I don't deserve the air I'm choking on.
I don't deserve you.
He had said and known things that no one else should have knows. Everything fitted. It all worked.
I feel sick.
It hurts.
Sincerely, always,
...
I logged into his emails.
I know his password.
I read the emails from him.
"
I'm giving up on him.
Theres no point, he loves someone else.
I just told him I was gunna disappear for a while
He didn't seem to care
I dunno if/when/ I'll speak to him again.
It's just pointless.
He barely knows I exist.
"
That was a few weeks ago.
Then there was a bunch of things he'd said like, he was talking about you like he ddin't know you, I felt so disconnected reading them.
This has been going on for so long.
I can't ... I just cant even say anything right now.
I feel like the filthiest human being alive.
I don't deserve the air I'm choking on.
I don't deserve you.
He had said and known things that no one else should have knows. Everything fitted. It all worked.
I feel sick.
It hurts.
Sincerely, always,
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