Laying Here

<Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World >

love is...well nice.thats the best conculsion i could come up with.when i went in to that classroom after that long awaited sleep,i felt so unloved and unwanted and so degected,that i knew that the only place id find love is back in bristol, with my best buds.But even so i held my head up and acted grr-ish(charlotte speak).

"summer is so ... hated i wish she'd go back to her home and cry some more." i hate you too joey armstrong and i wish you'd die a painful death.

*later that day*
i was minding my buisness when i heard and 'punk' vs teenie fight

"come on armstrong fight like a man.if you where half the person you father was we'ed be your friend". jeez.i was roting for his attackers to win but when he was pounded in to the ground like the bug he was, i kinda snapped. i leaped into the air with a strangled cry.

<Something happens and Im head over heels
I never find out till Im head over heels
Something happens and Im head over heels
Ah dont take my heart
Dont break my heart
Dont throw it away>