Twenty-One Wilted Roses

You know, I still have a bible on the desk next to my bed.

I still read it every day.

I believe in the stories of good and evil.

About how Noah built the ark,

And Moses saved the Jews.

What I don't believe in is the parts about being... well... homosexual.

I mean, how come its not right for man to lie with man?

Its not a choice if we want to be gay or not.

God made gays gay.

Thats clearly what he wanted.

He makes us all, right?

If he didn't want us to be queer he would strike me down right now!

Seriously, for everytime i've kissed a guy...

I would have been dead years ago.

So, maybe im going to hell.

But the bible was written by men right?

Not God.

And only God knows what God wants.

Not the people who wrote the bible.

I can't help it if im gay ya know?

People can't help if they like guys, or girls, or both!

Its in their blood.

And God makes our blood.

But then they kicked us out of church.

Us being gay.

They kicked us out for it.

Compleatly wrong.

Yet I understand why.

People who goto church aren't worshiping God.

They are worshipping people who wrote the bible.

Seriously, think about.

People hate me because people say "God" told them to hate me.

Its crazy.

Don't judge me.

Don't say im going to hell.

And don't say that God said to hate me because im wrong.

God made me gay.

People made it seem im wrong.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.