Absolutely Ruined

"Bella! Please wake up sweet pea!" I heard my mother plead from a few paces away. My eyes fluttered lightly, but stayed shut.
"I think she's finally coming around." Cae murmured from right next to my ear. Instead of opening my eyes, I just stayed in silence, unmoving. All I wanted was to disappear. I'm in an arranged marriage, what could be worse?
"Wake up sweetie? Please Bella!" Mom cried out. I almost let out a sob from how much pain I could hear in her voice. It killed me to see how much hurt I caused them. Yet, they never understood me when I was hurt by them. Just like I am in this situation, more than words can ever express.

"Who is it?" I managed to say.
"Who is what?" Mom sobbed.
"Who am I in an arranged marriage with?" I asked again, finally opening my eyes only to find myself staring into Caleb's eyes. Figures he'd be the most worried and right by my side the whole time.
"I don't think you want to know that just yet Sabe." Cae explained.
"No, I don't think you realize how much shit I've been through the last two days Caleb. So don't tell me what you think right now. It's not the appropriate time for that. I just don't want you guys keeping anything else from me. I'll end up getting even more mad and hurt than I already am. So just tell me who he is please." I choked out, tears on the verge of spilling from my eyes.
"Please don't hate us for this Bella. We did it with only good intentions for you." Mom said in between sniffles.
"Isabella, you're arranged to be married to Alister Wells in two months time from today." Father said seriously. I didn't even comprehend it all. The only two words I heard were, Alister Wells. I must be dreaming. There's no way in hell I am ever marrying Alister Wells.

I didn't say anything to them as I got up and walked out of the room.
"She's taking it way better than I thought." I heard Matt whisper to Cae. Nice fucking guess, but no. I'm absolutely fuming and boiling on the inside.
"No way Matt. Didn't you see that look of pure hatred and murder in her eyes just now. She's set to kill Alister when she sees him." Cae chuckled. Correct brother.
"Say something Bella. You're scaring me when you act like this." My mom sniveled. I just walked away to my room in utter silence. If I said anything before then, I'd hurt someone badly. No word of a lie there.

I locked my room before throwing the first thing I touched, which happened to be a coat rack by my door. Everything hanging on it went flying in random directions about my room. Fuck!

What the fuck was going through everyone's heads when I was born? Did they just all instantly think, oh hey let's put her in an arranged marriage with Alister. It's not even a reasonable thought either! Something has to be wrong with every single one of them, if they think it's okay to put someone in an arranged marriage. Especially two people who absolutely hate each other.

I hate them all, more than ever in this moment though. How could they possible do this to me? It's not even the best or most rational choice either. I mean what's Alister Wells ever going to do for me besides call me down every day and make me want to kill myself every second I'm around him.

It's too much to even think about. I'm already getting a headache just trying! What am I going to do about all this now?