Fiction

I walked out of Raquel's house with a huge sighed. I didn't know what she was going through, and I didn't know how to be there for her and be an amazing friend. Even though she tells me constantly I still don't believe it.

I walked out of her house and into my Mustang gt. I drove home tired. The work, family, and guys was exhausting, so when I got home I made damn sure I went straight to bed. Brian didn't want me to though, because right after I was dozing off he called. I grunted in displeasure and answered the annoying device that was blaring amazing music.

"Hello," I grumbled while rubbing my temples.

"Hello Sweet Thing! How is my girl," Brian asked. He now seemed to act like I was his. I swear that guy was way over protective, or was it jealousy.

"This sweet thing is right now a sour thing," I mumbled. I yawned and made it clear that I was tired. "Long day. I am tired."

"Ah okay, so before I let you go I just wanted to ask if you are coming to Jimmy's barbecue. I shook my head first before realizing that he couldn't see me.

"No. I don't think so," I said while yawning. "I have plenty to do, but thanks for the invite."

"Yeah well get some sleep chicken butt and I will talk to you tomorrow." I laughed out of tiredness and agreed before hanging up and re closing my eyes. I cursed under my breath when Brian wouldn't get out of my head. My body was tired but my brain was on a different wave length than my body.

I sighed. Brian was an amazing guy. It was sort of stupid that we met because he hit me in the nose, but over the course of time he had grown on me. Heck I have always had a crush on Mr. Synyster Gates. Brian was a very sweet guy who didn't seem to like Raquel much, and she didn't seem to like him much, but if she loved me she was going to have to get used to Brian.

Brian and his brown smoldering eyes. Brian and his muscular tattooed body. Brian, Brian, Brian. My future husband. I giggled when I thought that. I was going to marry that man in the shower if it killed me. I smiled. I had a petty crush on a famous rock star who loved doing alcohol and drugs. Why would a guy like him like a guy like me. I mean seriously I am just some crazed fan. Slowly I dozed off, but I couldn't help the fact that I felt like I was empty. Like someone was supposed to be holding me.

I fell out of my bed as my alarm clock which I didn't know was set screeched at me. I shivered not liking the sound and unplugged the awful thing. Slowly I stood up, cracking all of my joints. I rubbed my eyes and walked out into the kitchen where I spotted coffee was already made. I walked up to the coffee pot and gave it a weird expression, then I looked over next to it and spotted a cup off hot fresh coffee already made. There was a stinky note underneath that said Syn.

I rolled my eyes, picked up the coffee cup, and took a sip. "Hello girlfriend," I heard someone chuckle behind me. Brian wrapped his arms around my waist and set his head on my shoulder. A minute after he let go and walked in front of me. I glared at him. "What?," he asked looking around innocently.

"You didn't turn my alarm clock on did you?"

"Uh..." I groaned knowing he did.

"You lint fucking licker! I hate that god damn alarm sound." He shrugged. A smile tugged at the corners of his perfect lips. I couldn't help but try and not to smile back. "Your still an ass," I mumbled taking another sip of the coffee. He laughed his deep throaty laugh which made me smile.

"I know," he answered just as Raquel walked in. She glared at him and then looked at me.

"Douche liquid drinker," I heard her mumble under her breath. I choked on my coffee and set the coffee mug down. I tried my hardest to swallow, and when I did I laughed which got Ray Ray, my nickname for Raquel, to laugh along with me. Poor Brian had a confused look on his face.

"What," he asked looking back and forth between us two girls.

"Nothing," I said laughing. Brian pouted which made him look even more so adorable then he ever was. "Now," I said taking in a deep breath from laughing so hard. "Why are you calling him names, and why did you two just waltz into my house without asking?," I asked looking at both of them.

"Because I am your sister. I am allowed to remember. The whole point of the key," Ray Ray said motioning to the key that hung around her neck. Brian pulled his out from under his shirt and fiddled with it. Ray Ray narrowed her eyes at him. "You gave that secret telling hillbilly the key to your house?" I looked at Raquel guilty. I looked down at my feet.

"Yes, yes I did give that adorable hillbilly my house key," I told her smiling. "And what secret?" I looked over to Brian who was smiling and looking at me.

"That she like Jimmy." I narrowed my eyes at him.

"You didn't tell him did you," I asked? Brian scoffed.

"Not yet."

"Brian," I said fiercely which got his attention.

"What," he asked all innocent. I glanced over at Ray Ray who had an evil smirk on her face. She crossed her arms over her chest and leaned against the counter.

"Don't you dare tell."

"Why not," he practically whined.

"Because that is rude and disrespectful," I scolded. "Let her tell him. It will be better for him that way." Brian folded his arms across his chest and mumbled incoherent words under his breath. "Brian!"

"What!"

"Don't be an ass." He looked at me shocked. "Do not tell, because if you do I will cut off your testicles with a ball point pen." His jaw dropped and he covered his crotch protectively with his hand.

"You wouldn't."

"I so would," I said dropping my tone and making it sound menacing. He gave me a scarred look. Ray Ray was almost in tears.

"No, that's not funny. Don't laugh," Brian whined. I chuckled evilly. He fake glared at me, and the smile I loved appeared on his face. It made my heart warm, and I couldn't help but smile back. "Fine I promise I won't tell."

"Good because if you did, I would have started hating you." Brian looked at me, sadness in his eyes. He came up to me and pulled me into a tight hug.

"No don't hate me Kels. I lovers you!" I laughed and hugged the beautiful man back.

"Don't worry. I don't yet." After that incident Brian left twenty minutes after, not able to stand Ray Ray in the same room. They kept giving each other terrible looks. I sighed. I so needed a cancer stick at that very moment. I bashed myself mentally. I did not need a cigarette. How stupid was I?

I laughed with Ray Ray for another hour until she to left, and when she did Brian came up and scarred the living shit out of me. I twirled around and almost smacked him, but he grabbed my hands and pinned them behind me. I looked up into his gorgeous brown eyes, and melted. He twisted his fingers in with mine, and just as he was leaning down to kiss me I chickened out, so he ended up kissing my cheek. I giggled and looked up at him.

He was smiling. From ear to ear. He let go of my hands and took three steps back. Even though there was little space, I didn't like it. I pouted and closed the distance and hugged him. "Don't scare me like that Haner." He chuckled and wrapped his arms around.

I felt sick to my stomach. That was a complete kissing fail all because of me.