Little Words Can Hold So Much

That sudden realisaton that someone who used to be so close to you is drifting away and even if you try your hardest nothing is going to change it,because they're not responding. That one of the worst feelings ever. The powerlessness you feel when you're losing someone you used to call a best friend. The feeling of your heart slowly deflating and a cold exterior forming over you that you don't know how to shake, because you don't have them to keep you in check, keep you as you've always been. These words are the opposite to I don't need you anymore. It's I need you now more than even because I'm slowly falling apart at the seams.