If You Could Go Back in Time...

If I could go back in time, I would have been myself the whole time, instead of being self conscious about my personality. You were all so similiar, and I was always so different, so I tried to be like you. And now we're here. But if I had been smart, I would have been myself, not someone else to make you happy. You kicked me out anyway. Now where are we though? Oh yeah, you're asking for my help with the senior stuff. I'm surprised you aren't caring that it's me who's giving you a decent chunk of the ideas and help. Because the you I knew three years ago would have smiled not-so-politely and pushed me out of the room. Then used my ideas, twisting them just enough, just like you've done for the last three years. What makes this year different? Is it that it's our last year together? Is it that we've grown up? No, it's not that. When we get together, my ideas will be there with you, but will I? Not a chance. Well, I'll still try, I'll still be pushed away. But never forget, those aremy words of wisdom for the newcomers.