You had my heart, At least for the most part

I lifted my head up off of my pillow I looked around, I was alone. no one was here. I gave a small sigh of relief yea i loved them being here I just need a little room. I thought of Matt. Oh Matt. I do love him i just don't know what to do. I was interrupted form my thoughts by the door opening and in came a nurse who said I was getting released today. I thanked her and changed into my normal clothes not those stupid hospital gowns. I gather my extra stuff the guys brought me from Brian's house like my toothbrush and stuff like that I put it into my bag. As I was checking to make sure I had everything the nurse came back in and I signed the paper that let me leave.

Zacky came and picked me up. When we got to Brian's house Zacky leaned over and kissed me. I pulled back,

"Zacky, I can't... Were only friends nothing more. I'm sorry." He looked pissed but it was mixed with some other emotions. He got out of the car and went inside I got my stuff but thought 'what have i just done?'

Things were definitely awkward I really hoped it wouldn't be but it was.

I really did love Matt, i finally realized that the same feeling were still there from two years ago.