The Monster and the Fox Riders

You got home and go to bed. You look and see a picture of you at x-games with Bilko. You look at it and sigh wanting to remember more than just your career form the last year. You go downstairs and you see a Patrick doll on the couch. You look at it and tosh it back not knowing where it came from. You go in your office and call your mom.

“Hello” Your mom said.
“Mom it’s Blair. Did the funerals already happen?” You ask.
“Yes it’s been two weeks. Where were you? You know we could have flown you in”
“I sent myself in the hospital, sorry”
“you sent yourself in the hospital, what happen”
“I didn’t feel like eating so I didn’t eat”
“Bilko wasn’t there to make sure, or did you push him away”
“I don’t know. I am having a hard time remembering what’s going on”
“Well let’s fly you out for the will reading”
“Ok when will it be”
“Tomorrow so the plan is there already so go when you ready”
“Ok bye”
“Bye”

You go and pack for a week and get it in your truck. You go in Todd’s house and go to his living room. You see him and Bilko play Video games.

“Todd” You said.
“Um Blair” Todd said looking at the Tv Still.
“I’m going to the east coast for the Will thing ok”
“You sure you up for it” Todd ask looking at you.
“Yeah I’m fine”
“Let’s get lunch first”
“Let’s go but where to?”
“Carl’s Jr”
“Sure thing and you going to take me to the air port”
“Yeah so let’s get in my truck. Come on Bilko”

You go and get your bag in the truck that you think is his. You sit in the front seat and Todd looks at you funny.

“What?” You ask.
“I said my truck” Todd said.
“This is your truck”
“No, this is Bilko’s”
“No this is yours”
“Why? It’s not in my place, it’s not a Toyota?”
“This isn’t your truck.
“Its’ fine we take this anyways”
“Ok”

You lean back as Bilko gets in. He turns the car on and you hear some rap shit Todd likes playing.

“No fucken no” You said.

You turn the Truck radio one and push a radio button and Kroq start playing. You look at the radio and you fell Todd touch your shoulder.

“What’s wrong Blair talk” Todd said.
“How did I know that? I just touch the button I know that goes to this station”
“Try the others”
“Todd” Bilko said.
“Hey some memory is better”

You sigh and point to two.

“That goes to Power 106” You said.
“Push it” Todd said.

You did and it was Power. You went through the whole 6 buttons the Radio have. You get out and you close the door and lean against the truck since you guys are at Carl’s Jr.

“What is it Blair” Todd ask.

Todd hugs you and you look at him.

“It’s there. They are there. It’s just like fuzzy. I was in love with someone and I want that feeling back” You said.
“Come one let’s go inside” Todd said.
“Is it hard on him? Patrick the doll is his”
“Cover in sharpie?”
“Yeah, why was it at my place”
“From what I got out of you it’s he let you sleep with it when you were away”
“I remember that, why can’t I remember anything to do with him”
“Maybe because he is afraid of talking to you”
“Dose he not want me anymore”
“No I think it’s hard to not to be there for you because you gone through your grief without him. He tried his hardness to be with you, but he couldn’t help you threw this”
“Yeah I guess that makes since”

You go in Carl’s Jr. and order your food. Bilko paid for you.

“Thank you” You said.
“No Worries so how much of your memory have you gotten back?” Bilko ask looking at the ground.
“Not much of it. I got a lot of the things when I was on the bike, but that’s about it. I got a few other things but nothing too much. It’s like my memory is right there but I’m too far away to see clearly, and there is a wall that is stopping form getting closer”
“I hope you get your memory back”
“I hope so too”

You hug him and he hugs you tight and kisses your head. You look up at him and everything start flowing back to you. You hold on to him and try not to cry.

“What’s wrong Sheila” Bilko ask worried.
“I don’t want to go back there alone. Don’t make me go alone please” You said.
“Guys what’s wrong” Todd ask.
“Don’t leave me Bilko”
“I can’t go to the east coast Sheila. I’m needed back for Demons” Bilko said.

You hear him sigh and you sniffle and wipe the tears away.

“I don’t want to let you go back there alone” Bilko said again.

You look up at him and kiss his lips. He pulls away and looks at you.

“Do you remember Blair?” Bilko ask.
“Yeah” You said.
“Everything”
“Most everything”
“That’s great” Todd said.

Todd hugs you and you push him away and hug Bilko.

“What the hell” Todd ask.
“I have been hugging you for a week. I want my boyfriend” You said.

Todd laughs and pushes you a little.

“There you go and now you got to hear about Potter’s World” Todd said.
“Oh joy Potter’s World” You said.
“Shut up its’ a wonderful show I can see it”
“Go sit down Sheila. I get the food and Todd will get you your drink. You still look pretty weak.” Bilko said.
“Ok Bilko” you said.

You kiss his cheek and sit down.

Bilko’s POV

“Can you go with her?” You ask Todd.
“Bilko” Todd said.
“She is scared Todd. If you can’t go I can’t go back knowing she with those people”
“I can’t go. I got meetings about my show but what about Jacko. he is the best bet and are you wanting her to come down with you, unlike last time”
“ I missed her to much so with in the first week. I got the first ticket when I had free time to come here”
“Why didn’t you call her to tell her you were coming”
“Her phone was off so I start getting worried and you never told me what was going on. When I came here I deiced it was going to be over or she be coming back with me but I never thought about this happing”
“I call Jacko and you go spend time with Blair”

You go over and you see Blair looking at her phone.
Blair POV
Bilko comes to the table and look at you.

“What you looking at?” Bilko ask.
“I’m clearing my messages. I’m sorry for turning it off” You said.
“No worries but I would have left you alone if I knew what was going on”
“Blake you and I know both that isn’t true”
“I wouldn’t have called you”
“Who was knocking on my door. Everyone figure they gave me my space”
“I was since no one told me what happen. I didn’t like you not answering my calls and having your phone off”
“So when do you go back?”
“Plane lives at 5 I need to be at LAX at 3, where are we going?”
“What you mean”
“What airport are you going to”
“The one over here the little one since I’m using private jet”
“Got a question Blair”
“Sure what is it?”
“I don’t want you back there alone so can Jacko going with you please?”
“If he doesn’t mind then it’s fine”
“Ok and when you ready to come back come to my home?”
“You want me to come on Demons with you”
“Yeah and I missed you way too much. I didn’t know really what to do with myself”
“I think about it’
“Sure thing”
“Why did you come out here”
“To either end it or bring you home with me. I really missed you”
“How did I get to the hospital”
“I heard you falling down so I went through the backyard, when I heard it. Todd said to give you space, but I knew that sound wasn’t good”
“I’m sorry Bilko”
“It is fine Sheila”

Bilko smiles and kiss your forehead. you smile and cuddle to his side and Todd comes with Food.

“So Jacko is going to go with you Blair” Todd said.
“Dose he mind? Did you force him to?” You ask him.
“No and he understands why we want someone with you. He makes the most sense since both Bilko and I can’t go”
“True”

You lean your head on Bilko and kiss his cheek. Bilko warps his arm around you. You guys eat and you go to the airport. You get your bag out and Jacko comes out of his truck and takes the bag.

“Ready to go” Jacko ask you.
“Yeah” You said.
“See you guys later”
“Later Jacko” Todd said.

You pull Bilko away from them and hug him.

“I love you Bilko” You said.
“I love you too Blair. What happen this two weeks cannot change that” Bilko said.
“I’m going to miss you”
“I know I miss you too. You can come to me whenever you want”
“Ok Bilko”

You hug him and kiss his lips. He pulls you closer to him and rubs your sides.

“Blair come on the man needs to leave” Todd yells.

You pull away and hug him.

“Be safe” you said.
“Be safe too and keep me posted please” Bilko said.
“I will. Bye Bilko”
“Bye Blair”

He goes in his truck. You hug Todd.

“Bye Potter” You said.
“Bye and do think about going with him. He is serious when he says he really wasn’t happy without you” Todd said.
“I think about it”
“ok bye”
“bye”

You go wave and Bilko smiles you go to the airport and on the plane.