The Monster and the Fox Riders

It’s been a week. You wake up and see it’s seven. You get up and call Deegan.

“Hello” Brian said.
“Can I come ride now?” You ask.
“It’s seven”
“So no?”
“Yeah you can come ride just telling you the time”
“Thanks see you seen”
“Ok bye”

You hang up and go downstairs to eat a little before loading your bike away. You get shoes on then go to Deegans. You ride on the speed and style course. Ronnie comes and wave you to come in. you go over to him.

“What time did you come over?” Ronnie ask.
“Seven” You said.
“Blair”
“What?”
“What do you do daily?”
“I typical ride”
“And you don’t see a problem with riding”
“Nope”
“When was the last time you saw Bilko awake?”
“Um”
“Are you avoiding him?”
“I don’t want to talk to him”
“Why not he feels a little of what you going through”
“It was my fault I lost the kid. He going to blame me”
“Blair just talk to Bilko today, please”
“Why?”
“He calls Deegan every day at whatever time he wake up”
“He didn’t stay over last night or the night before”
“Maybe because he got sick of being ignore in someone else house”
“I’m scared Ronnie”
“Why?”
“He going to break up with me”
“he cares about you”
“But”
“he was the one that made you fall down the stairs he might be blaming himself a little”

You start crying and Ronnie hugs you. You guys talk a little more before he convinces you that you just need to talk to Bilko. You go to his house and knock on the door. It open and Bilko hugs you.

“Are you ok Shelia?” Bilko ask.
“Don’t break up with me” you said.
“Why would I?”
“I lost the baby”
“I don’t get your Seppo thinking but I love you”
“I love you too”
“Come on in”

You go in and Bilko pulls you on the couch.

“What have you been doing this week?” Bilko ask.
“Ridding” You said.
“Form like before ten to Ten?”
“Eight to eleven”

Bilko looks at you scared.

“I know you missed ridding” Bilko start with a worried voice.
“My mind wasn’t on it” You said.
“I’m going to mediate your riding. You were off for a while you can sprain something easily right now”
“Ok Bilko I Love you still”
“I love you too Sheila. Did you get lunch?”
“No not yet”
“go take a shower you got dirt all on your arms and we go out”
“Ok”

You go and take a shower then go to your closet and change in a different clothes. You put on make up. Bilko came and warp his arms around you.

“I never gave you your birthday present” Bilko said.
“I don’t care about it” you said.
“It will look good on you”

He put a necklace on you and smile seeing it.

“It’s pretty Bilko” You said palying with it.
“Ready to go?” Bilko ask.
“Yeah”

You guys leave and got to your house. You look around and you see that it was how it was when you first moved out here.

“Why does is the house so bad?” Bilko ask.
“I don’t know I just throw shit every where” You said while looking around.
“Let’s clean up before you get sick”
“True”

You guys clean up the house and there is a knock on the door. You open it and see Cam.

“Come out” Cam said.
“Where are we going?” you ask.
“Drinking”
“Let’s go Sheila” Bilko said.

You guys out with Cam and Brooke. You get a drink and start playing pool. You finish off the drink and just feel like killing yourself.

“Shelia hey” Bilko said.

You look at Bilko and warp his arms around you.

“What the matter?” Bilko ask.
“I want to die” you said.
“We are leaving” Bilko yells.
“What’s wrong?” Brooke ask.
“Hey Blair” Todd said.
“Hello” you said with no emotion.
“You out but upset still”
“Say bye Potter” Bilko said.
“You leaving it’s only nine”
“Yeah she needs to go home not feeling up to it”
“Ok”

You wave to everyone and Bilko drags you outside and put you inside his truck. He got inside and drove to his house you guys go inside.

“When did this start?” Bilko ask.
“I don’t know like a minute before you ask me” You said.
“Let’s say no more drinking for you?”
“Yeah sure”

You kiss his lips and smile at him. He smiles back and kiss your forehead.

“Let’s go to bed” Bilko said.
“Ok love” you said.