A Diary of Sorts

I expected this break up to be worse but it wasn’t. It didn’t come out of nowhere. I mean I see him as a friend/brother. I don’t really want to kiss my brother now do I? the actual break up was drawn out. He was like “I was going to break up with you yesterday.” I was like “Me too” So…I told him our conversation didn’t go anywhere & he’s not open & that I’d rather be friends. Blah blah blah. All my friends were like, “What the hell? Why'd you break up with him” I don’t really have a concrete answer. I just didn’t feel like dating him anymore. But truly I’d like it if he became like my bestfriend.