P.V.A.

Do you?

I have to ask you something.

“How are you? Have you eaten? How long will you be online? Where are you right now? Who else is with you? What are they doing? What are you doing? Where will you go later? What will you do there? Are you guys going drinking?”

I’m asking all these questions because I’m practicing.

“When was the last time you drank? Anything funny happen, like that time you screamed for sex? You’re gonna sing karaoke? What do you usually sing on that thing?”

But after all this practice, I still don’t know…

“You’re leaving now? Take care, alright?”

I still don’t know how to ask the questions that matter.

Why didn’t you call me on my birthday? When are you coming here? Why won’t you let me go there to where you are? What’s going to happen to us?

Do you even still love me?