Dancing To A Song With No Lyrics
Chapter Twenty-Four.
I didn't know what to do the first few days after I fully realized Patrick and I were no longer together. I was really depressed and I watched a lot of TV. I couldn't focus on reading any books because my mind would always drift oft and I would think of Patrick. Hell, I was doing it while watching TV. While watching a show one day, I realized something. Why should I sit around being sad? I'm the type of person who is proactive when put in situations where I don't get what I want. I want Patrick and I know he feels the same way. Patrick said he wanted to be friends, well, I will give him that. But I'm going to make him regret what he said to me. I will make him miss me and miss what we built up. In all honesty, there probably was something other than what he was saying that made him break up with me. I won't show him how upset I am but I will show him how smart I am, how good I look, and how much he needs me. I'm going to be better than I ever was and he's going to realize he wants me back. That's the only way I know how to fix things right now.