Sexy? Why yes I am.

I don’t know why I help Nate even more now than I did before. Maybe it’s because I’m dating his Sister that I feel more obligated? I don’t know.

“Are you home Reia?” I heard Dolly call me.

I walked into the living room with the kids following me closely behind.

“Look at all the cuties I brought.” I said.

“Awe, come over here Ren, Kari and Jayden.” said Dolly as she opened her arms up for them to run into.

Jayden ran right into her arms, and Kari did as well. Ren though, Ren just leisurely strolled up to her and gave her a hug.

We took them all to the aquarium, and then we went to the store and got some food for dinner. I thought it would be fine if we just went out. Hell, I sure wasn’t going to cook. Dolly insisted she’d cook us a good dinner though. I didn’t mind, hell why would I? I never knew Dolly was such a damn good cook until I made her mine. She turned my almost every day go out to eat to almost every day eating at home with her. We figured that since she comes over all the time that she’d just live here. We did after all establish that if she wanted to stop dating me and date men again, she could. Although… I don’t really want to let her go…ever. I can’t tell her that though, or she’ll tell me she told me so.

I honestly didn’t think I’d fall so fast for Dolly. The last time I ever felt this way was when I was with Cherry…

At the dinner table I found myself watching Ren.

He’s just…behaves oddly for a six year old.

When everyone had sat down at the table, he dragged his chair so that it was right next to Kari. When Dolly placed the food down in front of them, Kari smiled and her eyes glowed. She grabbed a piece of the chicken and said, “Open your mouth Ren!” Ren opened his mouth, but his cheeks flushed a light pink when she said that. That’s the kind of thing you don’t see often with Ren. After Ren swallowed the food, he started to feed Kari. They took turns feeding each other; it was as if a couple was right in front of me.

Jayden just stared from across the table, eating his food, and looking sad. He probably feels left out.

Finally Jayden just stood up and walked over with some chicken in his hand, and told Kari to open her mouth. Ren just pushed Jayden and told him to go away.

Dolly shook her head at them and told Ren to be nice. He didn’t listen though, so Dolly made Ren sit next to her and Jayden sit back at his seat.

Ren wasn’t too happy about that, but when dinner was over he grabbed Kari’s hand and took her over to the couch. He had her sit down while he got the TV changer, which he fought Jayden for.

“Give me the TV changer back!” yelled Jayden.

“No! Kari and I are going to watch what we want!” yelled Ren back.

“Give it back!” yelled Jayden.

“No!” yelled Ren back.

I came over and snatched it from them, “I’m watching the TV kiddies, so go into the room and play with the toys you brought.” I said and sat down on the couch with my feet up on the coffee table.

Jayden stood there and started to pout and cry saying he wanted to watch TV. Kari ran off into the other room, and Ren took one look at me before turning to follow Kari.

“Look Jayden, you need to start getting along with your brother. If you two continue to fight, then neither of you will get what you want. Okay?” I said as I pulled Jayden close to me and held him in a hug.

Finally after a good five minutes he went into the other room to play with his toys.

Dolly came over and sat next to me with popcorn.

I then put my arm over her and turned on a movie.

She fed me a piece of popcorn and I caressed her sweet lips before kissing them, tasting the salty buttery goodness of the popcorn on her wonderful lips.

To be honest I wasn’t paying much attention to the movie.

I was more like making out with my girlfriend. First she’d tell me to wait till the movie was over, but the more I touched her, the more willing she became.

Right when I was going in for my big move to get her to the bedroom the phone rang. Man was I pissed when it rang.

I got up and picked up the phone and said, “What do you want?” in an annoyed voice when I answered.

My eyes widened.

“What’s wrong Reia?” asked Dolly as she watched my eyes grow wider and tears start to spill.

“I’ll be there right away officer.” I said and hung up.

“What happen?” asked Dolly in a worried tone as she stood up.

“Why did the police call?”

“Nadia did something terrible.” I said as I sat down on the couch in disbelief.

“What? What the fuck happened Reia?” asked Dolly impatiently now.

“Nate and Vonia are in the hospital, and Nadia’s gone missing.” I said as a tear slipped down my face.

“Oh my god, I’ll get the kids, let’s go.” said Dolly as she ran into the room where the kids were.

I got up and grabbed the keys and next thing you know we rushed out of the house, and I was driving at a speed of eighty to get to the hospital.

Dolly never once told me to slow down. She simply held onto her seat as tears began to flow down her face. She was imaging the worse thing possible; I know that because I was as well…

When we stopped she didn’t even wait, she got out and ran right in.

Oh yeah, of course leave me with all the kids!

I got out quickly and told the kids to follow.

I didn’t even bother to lock the doors.

I came in to see Dolly on her knees and the police officer standing there.

I walked right up to him, just as the Doctor had come.

“What happened?” I asked and kneeled down to hold Dolly as she cried.

“Well, we came to that home because the neighbors were complaining there was screaming. When we arrived no one would answer the door, so we knocked it down. There was a lot of blood. We came in to see a young man by the name of Nate, covered in blood. He had been stabbed three times, and he was crying things out hysterically saying things such as, “Nadia you are a devil! A devil!” He lost a lot of blood. When we untied him, he moved a bit and went into shock after realizing the amount of pain he was really in.” said the officer.

I put my hand over my mouth, “Is he okay?” I asked not even knowing how to react. My body felt frozen in place.

“He’s in a coma, and I’ll be honest here, he won’t be waking up any time soon.” said the doctor with a sympathetic look on his face.

“What about Vonia?” I asked.

“She was stabbed once by the same knife, and she’s being taken care of right now. Although she won’t be out for a couple of week’s probably, maybe even a month. She was scratching herself when she was telling us the story on what happened. How Nadia stabbed him and she couldn’t do anything. She scratched herself so hard she was bleeding. The doctor here told us it’d be a danger to herself and others if she was out even after getting better. If she doesn’t show improvement after taking extensive therapy, we have gotten permission by her parents to take her to an asylum for a couple of months. Vonia’s been deeply traumatized by this event. So much that she’s been scratching herself and yelling how it’s all her fault that she didn’t force Nate to kick out Nadia. She needs to get better before we let her out to see her child. Also, I heard that Nate had made an early will, and made you the person in charge of his children if anything had ever happened.” said the officer.

“Yes, Nate had asked me as well to take care of his kids if anything did happen. I didn’t know he already made a will with that in it. It’s hard for me to believe Vonia has lost it. She’s always been such a strong woman. I think taking her to an asylum is overdramatic and unnecessary, even if she’s doing what she’s doing. If Nadia is missing why in the hell aren’t you fuckers looking for her?” I asked in a pissed off voice as tears began to fall down my face onto the floor.

“We have been. Since it happened within twenty-four hours we didn’t think we’d have a problem. How far could she have gone within that? Somehow though, we can’t find her. We have a good ten cops looking for her. We’re doing the best we can. We will continue our search, and I will keep you posted until then.” said the officer. Then he handed us his card with his number on it to call if we have any more questions.

I nodded.

“Can we see Nate?” asked Dolly.

The doctor nodded and we followed him.

We came in to see Nate lying on the bed with a breathing mask on and needles stuck inside his body.

“Daddy, wake up!” shouted Jayden running over to him and grabbing his arm.

Kari went over too, and poked him over and over.

Ren just stood there next to me. It was as if he understood what was going on.

“Leave him alone, he needs to rest…” I said in a choked up way as Dolly came over to him and began to fall to her knees, and cry on his hand as she held it.

When Jayden saw Dolly cry, he started to cry too.

Then Kari started crying.

I just stood there.

I hadn’t realized I was crying until Ren raised his hand up to hold mine.

He had tears running down his face, even though he wasn’t as loud of a crier as Kari and Jayden.

The drive home was rather depressing.

Kari and Jayden were crying so hard they pretty much fell asleep in the car after that.

Ren looked out the window the entire time, and Dolly just held one of my hands tightly and stared down at it as I drove.

I felt extremely depressed, like shit, I just lost my best friend to a coma. I have hope that he’ll wake up though, a lot of hope. I mean damn, Nate’s survived a lot. I’m sure he’ll come back. If they ever want to pull the cord, I won’t let them.

When we got home, Dolly and I carried the kids to their beds.

Then Dolly went straight into our room without a word to me.

I went in and held her tightly after she got ready for bed.

She cried in my arms once more. I cried with her as I slid my fingers through her black hair, comforting her.

After that she fell asleep right in my arms.

I picked her up and laid her head on the pillow and put the blankets over her.

I tried to lie next to her and sleep, but I couldn’t.

I was thinking about Nate, and everything. I should’ve kicked Nadia’s ass when I had the chance. Shit, I really thought that Nate could take care of it all.

I got up and started to put my clothes on.

I then walked out of the room and grabbed my wallet off the table and linked it to my chain.

I sat down on the couch staring at a TV that wasn’t even on.

I know I’m in love with Dolly. So much, I want to marry her. The thing is, she still hasn’t told me if she is bisexual or not. We’ve been dating, but she hasn’t made a decision yet on it. That’s the only thing that’s kept me hesitating. I never thought I’d fall for my best friend’s sister. I thought I just wanted a good taste of her. To bang her, and then I’d be okay if she left. Somehow it didn’t end up that way. Is it because Nate’s my best friend therefore his sisters attractiveness is multiplied? I don’t know. I hate waiting for her to finally come to tell me she is, or isn’t. I just want to buy a damn ring and show her exactly how I feel for her. What if she says’s no though?

I shook my head.

“Fuck it.” I said out loud and then grabbed my car keys and walked right out of the house and into my car.

I sat in the car for a good hour.

Then I started it.

I stared straight for a few minutes before I started to drive.

I drove fast. At first I wasn’t sure where I was going, but when I stopped in front of a jewelry store- I knew.

I got out quickly and ran right in. I had to before they closed.

“Can I help you?” she asked.

“Yes, I’m looking for a wedding ring for the love of my life.” I said. I was speaking without thinking; it was as if talking about my love for Dolly was second nature. I didn’t even need to think about it.

“What ring would you like to get him?” She asked.

“Her.” I said.

“Oh…” she said somewhat surprised to find out I was a lesbian.

I guess I didn’t look like a guy at the moment.

I didn’t bother to put my hair up…

Also, I was stupid enough to wear a black bra with a white shirt.

Fuck my life.

“Over here…” She said, and I followed.

I stared at each ring intently.

I finally picked one. A beautiful diamond shaped as a heart.

I have to admit it was pretty fucking expensive, but hell…I’m only doing this once.

After this, I’m done.

I got back in the car with the ring in the box after paying.

I ended up just falling asleep in the car.

When I woke up in the morning, I opened the box and stared at the ring.

I smiled and also started thinking on how beautiful it is when it shines in the light.

I got out of the car and put it in my jacket pocket.

I walked right in the house to see Dolly sitting at the table with her forehead down on it.

I couldn’t help but to smile and kneel down right there before her.

She didn’t budge, so I pushed some hair from her face.

She opened her eyes.

“Hello, my love.” I said.

Her eyes widened as I pulled out the box and opened it for her to see the ring.

“Will you marry me?” I asked.

“My brother is in a coma and now-

“That’s why this is the perfect time to get married, when he awakes, he’ll awake to a good surprise.” I said with a smile.

“Then we can renew our vows when he awakes, and I know he will. Even if that takes a while…” I said.

“I wanted to wait until you told me if you were bisexual or not. I couldn’t wait anymore though…” I said and looked down.

Dolly lifted my chin and smiled and said, “I am, and you are the only girl I ever want to be with.” Then she kissed me, ever so deeply.

I smiled after the kiss and slid the ring on her.

“When should we plan the day?” asked Dolly.

“In two days.” I said.

“You’re kidding. We can’t plan one in two days.” said Dolly.

“I already have a tuxedo. Go buy your wedding dress, and I’ll take care of the rest.” I said.

“Wait, I’m still getting over how my brother is in a coma.” said Dolly.

“I’m just as depressed as you are, but we need to do this.” I said looking straight into her eyes.

Dolly smiled and said, “Alright, I love you.”

“I love you too, Dolly.” I said with a smile.

Two days was too soon.

So, we waited a week instead.

It was worth it though.

Thank god her parents helped pay for the wedding. Like shit, I wouldn’t have been able to afford it.

I stood at the end of the aisle in my black tux, biting my lip nervously.

I was hoping my Mohawk looked good still. I dyed it blue, one of Nate’s favorite colors.

There were colorful flower petals all over the walk way, Red petals, white, orange, and purple, all so colorful.

When I heard the music play, and saw her walking down that aisle in that beautiful white wedding dress, I knew that this girl was for sure… the one.

My heart is beating like crazy.

God.

When she held my hands when she got up to where I was… I couldn’t help but to kiss her already.

“Please wait till after I tell you two to kiss.” said the priest with a smile.

I bit my lip and nodded as he read the vows. I looked into her beautiful eyes and she looked back into mine with her face flushing pink.

I was thinking about Nate the entire time. When I looked to the right, I was so sure I saw him sitting right there in the front row with a smile on his face. I know that he would approve, and be damn glad she didn’t marry some jerk off. Dolly is everything to Nate after all. I know she has been everything to him ever since they were kids, just like how he has been everything to be ever since we became friends.

I’m marrying my best friend’s sister. Whoever thought that, this would happen?

I surely didn’t.

After she said I do, and I as well, I kissed her lips so passionately.

“I will always be there for you Dolly.” I said to her with a smile.

She grinned and said, “Good you better be. If you try to leave me, I’ll find you and drag you back.”

I laughed and kissed her again before picking her up in my arms.

I got my woman and that’s all that matters.

We’ll continue to take care of Nate’s kids together until he awakes, and even after.

I won’t ever give up on Nate either…

Even if his parents do give up on him waking up, I won’t.

I won’t ever. I know him way to damn well…