Temptation

Marshall's P.O.V.
I couldn't get the kid or how I felt yessterday outta my head. She was just so......sexy, beautiful, chill.....fuck! And she loved the girls just like they were her own. Damn... maybe Kim was right. Jailbait did turn me on now. It's not like I could tell her so I gotta turn to the next best thing - write a rap. I took out a pen and some paper. I sighed as the pen touched the paper.

I heard a small knock on my bedroom door, jerking me outta my whirlwind of thoughts - all about her and how fucking wrong my feelings torward her were. "Slim? you ok?" Hearing her voice caused a smile to creep across my face.

"Yeah, you can come in." I glanced at the clock. 'Damn, have I really been in here for four hours?', I thought to myself. I stared down at the piece of paper that was covered, front and back, with my twisted feelings for this teenage girl. Her hands on my back caused me to jump back into reality. I shuddered as I turned to face her.

"Slim? Are you sure you're ok?" she asked again. Worry was the only emotion that filled her eyes. Her chocolate brown orbs fell on the rap. "Oooo, a new rap," her smile was big, all traces of worry had vanished within seconds, replaced with excitement, "lemme see!"

Well... It was now or never I guess. I let her take the paper from my hands.

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I took the yellow piece of notebook paper from Em and began reading.

We touch, I feel a rush
We clutch, it isn't much
But it's enough to make me wonder what's in store for us
It's lust, it's torturous
You must be a sorceress 'cause you just
Did the impossible
Gained my trust
Don't play games it'll be dangerous
If you fuck me over
'cause if I get burnt I'mma show you what it's like to hurt
'cause I been treated like dirt before ya
And love is evol
Spell it backwards I'll show ya

Nobody knows me I'm cold
Walk down this road all alone
It's no one's fault but my own
It's the path I've chosen to go
Frozen as snow, I show no emotion whatsoever so
Don't ask me why I have no love for these m'fuckin' hos
Blood suckin' succubuses, what the fuck is up with this
I've tried in this department but I ain't had no luck with this
It sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be
Like tryin' to start over
I gotta hole in my heart, I'm some kind of emotional roller coaster
Somethin' I wont go on til you toy with my emotion so it's over
It's like an explosion every time I hold ya
Wasn't jokin' when I told ya
You take my breath away
You're a supernova and I'm a...

I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
Right at you

I do whatever it takes
When I'm with you I get the shakes
My body aches when I ain't
With you I have zero strength
There's no limit on how far I would go
No boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we think's
Gonna be that one and then once we get 'em it's never the same
You want them when they don't want you
Soon as they do feelings change
It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate
I wasn't lookin' but I stumbled onto you, must've been fate
But so much is at stake, what the fuck does it take
Let's cut to the chase
But a door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open
That I wont be makin' a mistake

I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
Right at you

So after a year and six months, its no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard, swear to God
I'll blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Up to my knees and I'm bleedin'
I'm tryin' to stop you from leavin'
You won't even listen so fuck it
I'm tryin' to stop you from breathin'
I put both hands on your throat
I sit on top of you squeezin'
'til I snap ya neck like a Popsicle stick
Ain't no possible reason I could think of to let you walk up out this house
And let you live
Tears streamed down both of my cheeks
Then I let you just go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple
I told you this

And I would've did anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it's over now
It's too late to save our love
Just promise me you'll think of me
Every time you look up in the sky and see a star 'cause I'm a...

I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
And I'm so lost without you
So lost without you
Without you
Without you

I loved it, as usual, but I was confused. "Is this about anybody?" I looked up at him.

"Yep." he answered.

"Who, Kim?"

"Nope." He pulled me closer to him, closing all space between us. He stood over me, his sapphire eyes intent on my watery brown ones. His finger was under my chin, lifting it gently. The emotions warring inside of me were too much to handle - fear, saddness, lust, shear happiness. My heart raced, goosebumps appeared, and tears flowed all as he leaned in. I closed the small gap and placed a soft kiss on his lips.

As soon as he started to deepen it, I pulled away, sobbing silently. "Slim, we really need to talk about this."

He stroked my cheek with his thumb, causing the same thrill you get when you watch scary movies, throught my entire body. "Yeah, we do."

Marshall's P.O.V.
I sat down on the edge of my bed and pulled Taylor to me, placing my hands on her knees. The girl that sat infront of me looked scared outta her goddamn mind. I couldn't help but slide my hands up and give her thick thighs a reassuring squeeze. I didn't wanna hurt her, all I wanted to do was love her. I hope she knew that.

"This is so wrong Slim." she whimpered, hanging her pretty lil head.

I lifted her chin, yet again, and looked her dead in the face."Then why does it feel so fucking right Taylor?" My tone was a little harsher than I intended, but shit, I wanted her.

"I really don't know!" Her whole body shook as she sobbed.

My own eyes started to sting as I watched her, but hell no, Eminem didn't cry. I took a deep breath, calming my emotions. "Aye gir, look at me, right here," I snapped my fingers and pointed to my eyes, her head popped up, "I want chu. You want me. Why the fuck fight it?"

That smile that I loved so much appeared a second later. "Ok, but I have rules and your ass better follow them." She took my hands in hers.

I made it so my hands were on top and rubbed circles in her palms with my thumbs. Her cheeks were crimson. I laughed. "Whatchu blushin' for? I like a girl who knows what she wants. Go ahead."

Her cute lil giggle was the next thing I heard. "Ok. First, no sexual stuff until I say so. Got it Slim Shady? I need to make sure this is gonna last first."

I couldn't help but chuckle. My eyes wandered over her, sitting, body. "I'll try baby, but damn.... that's a tall order."

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'Did he just call me baby and check me out? Oh my God, he drives my crazy.', I thought to myself as opened my mouth to say my second thing. "Second, no PDA. I don't think we'll be in too many public places together so that shouldn't be to hard for you. This just cannot get out. The last thing I want is for you is to go to jail and have to leave the girls."

His eyes narrowed, thinking about it. "You right."

"I'm always right." I leaned forward and put my forehead against his, smiling. He was beautiful. I kissed him.

That little smile after our lips parted made me wanna jump him right then and there, but I stayed strong. I bit my lip and smiled as heat consumed me. "Come here you." He took my seat belt off and stood me to my feet. His ripped, tattooed arms snaked themselves around my waist. Mine found their way around his neck. That all too familiar burn was embedded in my cheeks once again. God, what this man did to me. "Ya know, you blushin' just might be the cutest thing I've ever seen." Em laughed. That comment made me even redder. I hid my face in his chest.

My eyes started to sting as I realized something. 'I can't believe this. I'm actually with him...for now? God I hope this works out.' A tear rolled down my cheek as I looked back up at my.....boyfriend? Who's almost forty? And has three little daughters? Man, I'm going to hell. The tears flowed harder now.

"Taylor..." Slim wiped the tears away with his thumb, "You've gotta stop crying baby. Just be with me and be happy. I hate to see your beautiful face covered in tears." His voice was gentle.

"I just cannot shake how wrong this is Slim," I whimpered, "I love thought of being with you more than anything, but... I refuse to be the reason you go to jall."

"Baby..." he hugged me to his chest, wrapping his strong arms securely around me, and kissed the top of my head, "This will not get out. It will STAY on the DL. I promise. Stop worryin'. Please?"

"But- " I was cut off by his lips over mine. I gladly deepened the kiss. He bit my bottom lip, asking for entrace into my mouth. A rush of excitement coursed through me as I granted him acess. Our tongues explored the caverns of eachother's mouths, fighting for dominance. He was an amazing kisser. I kind of felt bad that I wasn't better at it. Hadn't had much practice with it, considering I've only had one boyfriend in my lifetime.

He broke away first and smiled. "Mmmm, you're so cute."

I giggled like a little schoolgirl. "You too Slim." I wondered if I'd ever get used to this.