Does the Hero Get the Girl?
The Songs That Saved My Life
Gerard's POV
..."Have anything you need to go tell Elena?" I honestly couldn't believe what I was seeing. What was going on? Reba jerked her arm away with a wimper.
"Gerard you have no clue what has happened in the last month," Reba pushed herself into a ball and onto the floor. I followed.
"Tell me, help me understand why you would do this again." I begged her.
"Synyster... he...I thought he was okay...I thought he was an alright guy..." Reba kept trailing off. I knew who she was talking about, how could I forget? But what did he do? My mind kept going to one thing, and I prayed that it wasn't it. Reba suddenly bursted out in tears again as she stared up at me. "Gee, he...he I said no, but." She started to shake her head. I scooted closer to her and wrapped my arms around her.
"Tell me what he did Re." I looked her straight in the eyes when I said this and she never looked so scared in her life, not when she was in labor, not when she had a gun to her stomach.
"He raped me." She pushed her head to my chest and cried I didn't know what to do. So I sang. I sang her favorite songs, I sung to her till her breathing evened out and the tears stopped. I knew she'd be asleep for awhile. I laid her down in my bunk and pulled the blanket over her. I kissed her forehead and went out to the living room.
Everyone was out there, I must have looked like a deer caught in the headlights as I came out from behind that curtain. They all had sympathetic looks on their faces, they had heard.
I went and sat down next to Frank. I put my hand up to stop them from saying anything, I could see their mouths starting to open. I put my finger to my lips and pointed back to the bunks.
"Did any of you know?" I asked Jamia and Alicia, they shook their heads no.
"We knew something was up with her though, she wasn't eating and..."Jamia and Alicia exchanged a look.
"And what?" I asked.
"Hannah started to call us, saying 'mommy's sick', or 'mommy need's help'. No there wasn't anything really wrong with Reba, it's just Han was concerned because Re, well wasn't herself. She's been sleeping more and Hannah says she uses the bathroom alot." I sighed, I was scared there for a second. What am I saying? I'm scared to death about everything she does right now because of that longer than shit cut down her arm.
"I have to get her some help." I said, mostly to myself.
"We'll be here for you Gee." Frank said as he squeezed my shoulder, they all shook their heads in agreement with him.
"Yeah..." I knew they would be, but I'm just not sure Reba would be able to make it through this.
..."Have anything you need to go tell Elena?" I honestly couldn't believe what I was seeing. What was going on? Reba jerked her arm away with a wimper.
"Gerard you have no clue what has happened in the last month," Reba pushed herself into a ball and onto the floor. I followed.
"Tell me, help me understand why you would do this again." I begged her.
"Synyster... he...I thought he was okay...I thought he was an alright guy..." Reba kept trailing off. I knew who she was talking about, how could I forget? But what did he do? My mind kept going to one thing, and I prayed that it wasn't it. Reba suddenly bursted out in tears again as she stared up at me. "Gee, he...he I said no, but." She started to shake her head. I scooted closer to her and wrapped my arms around her.
"Tell me what he did Re." I looked her straight in the eyes when I said this and she never looked so scared in her life, not when she was in labor, not when she had a gun to her stomach.
"He raped me." She pushed her head to my chest and cried I didn't know what to do. So I sang. I sang her favorite songs, I sung to her till her breathing evened out and the tears stopped. I knew she'd be asleep for awhile. I laid her down in my bunk and pulled the blanket over her. I kissed her forehead and went out to the living room.
Everyone was out there, I must have looked like a deer caught in the headlights as I came out from behind that curtain. They all had sympathetic looks on their faces, they had heard.
I went and sat down next to Frank. I put my hand up to stop them from saying anything, I could see their mouths starting to open. I put my finger to my lips and pointed back to the bunks.
"Did any of you know?" I asked Jamia and Alicia, they shook their heads no.
"We knew something was up with her though, she wasn't eating and..."Jamia and Alicia exchanged a look.
"And what?" I asked.
"Hannah started to call us, saying 'mommy's sick', or 'mommy need's help'. No there wasn't anything really wrong with Reba, it's just Han was concerned because Re, well wasn't herself. She's been sleeping more and Hannah says she uses the bathroom alot." I sighed, I was scared there for a second. What am I saying? I'm scared to death about everything she does right now because of that longer than shit cut down her arm.
"I have to get her some help." I said, mostly to myself.
"We'll be here for you Gee." Frank said as he squeezed my shoulder, they all shook their heads in agreement with him.
"Yeah..." I knew they would be, but I'm just not sure Reba would be able to make it through this.
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